Not sure how to do this. But I will fiddle with it. Let's see if I can get my first post.
Livin life
So I just want to be normal again. I just want to be the person I was before I went to the shithole countries to fight for their freedom while mine was taken from me. I am tired of all the VA pills. I am so tired of the war that rages in my head. I do a fantastic job in keeping what is actually going on in my head from people that know me. What I would love to do is just snort a big fat line.
I almost forgot, sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind forgetting every fucking thing!! Anyway I got a call from one of my best friends sister last night. She is getting married in October so she was having a bachelorette party at put n bay. She called me soooooo fucked up drunk oh my god it was so funny but I'm usually the drunk one. I hope I don't get like that lol
Northwest 419
Reblog if you live in Ohio.
Oh my sweet candy!!
"Hello darkness my old friend" the demons are out tonight here's hoping my ol buddy Jack Danials can keep them at bay
Well it's day two if this little experience. Today was a busy day, my family is camping this weekend but I have to work all weekend, so I had to go set everything up for my wife and daughters and then go to work. Working nights isn't too bad I just lose out on family things. I know I should have finished my degree but it's just not going to happen. My head dr. At the VA canceled on me this week. That REALLY sucks because it's been a real rough couple of months. I hope writing my thoughts down like this works so far so good now.
This is a journey of my thoughts and pictures. I love cocaine most of my posts are about cocaine and sex. I am a veteran but the drugs chase the demons and guilt that have fucked with me since I came home.
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