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gonna go play gta 5 soon, online, like I do almost every day! btw if any of my followers here play gta 5 your welcome to join one of my invite only servers! I love making new friends online, so I can play without just random player killing me every five seconds!

update!

so I am working on mutiple fics at the moment, right now I'm kind of putting my focus into a book I have been writing, so I am Planning on becoming a full time Author!

Anyways that's all! bye!

My Journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder: Finding Light in the Shadows

It’s early morning, and the world outside my window is waking up. Sunlight filters through the trees, casting soft shadows on the ground. For many, this serene moment might be filled with anticipation for the day ahead, but for me, it’s a battle against an all-consuming feeling that has become a regular part of my life: Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD).

What is Generalized Anxiety Disorder?

Generalized Anxiety Disorder is more than just occasional worry or stress; it’s a chronic condition characterized by excessive, uncontrollable anxiety about various aspects of life. According to the Anxiety and Depression Association of America, GAD can manifest in various physical and emotional symptoms, including restlessness, fatigue, difficulty concentrating, muscle tension, and sleep disturbances. Understanding these symptoms is crucial, as it was the first step in my journey toward acceptance and healing.

The Onset

My struggle began in my late teens. I was a high-achieving student, a dedicated friend, and a loving family member. However, underneath the surface, I felt a constant cloud looming over me. I often found myself worrying about everything—my grades, my relationships, and even mundane tasks like grocery shopping. What started as ordinary stress took a turn when the worries evolved into overwhelming anxiety that made it difficult to carry out daily activities.

I remember sitting in class, my heart racing and palms sweating, while my mind spiraled into a whirlwind of "what ifs." I was terrified of not meeting expectations, both my own and those placed on me by others. This internal pressure was suffocating, and I struggled silently for years, not knowing that I was grappling with a disorder that millions of others also face.

The Turning Point

The turning point in my story came during my sophomore year of college. I experienced a panic attack during an important exam, something I had never encountered before. My breathing became shallow, my vision blurred, and I felt as though I was about to lose control. It was a wake-up call—a moment that forced me to confront the reality of my anxiety rather than ignore it.

Seeking help was daunting, but I knew I could no longer carry this burden alone. I reached out to my campus counseling center and began attending therapy sessions. Initially, I felt embarrassed to admit that I needed help, but I soon learned that vulnerability in seeking support is a sign of strength, not weakness.

The Road to Healing

Therapy became a safe space where I could explore the roots of my anxiety. My therapist equipped me with tools and coping strategies that transformed how I approached my thoughts. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) taught me how to challenge and reframe negative thinking patterns. Mindfulness practices gave me the ability to anchor myself in the present moment, allowing me to step back from the chaos of my mind.

Medication was another integral part of my healing process. With the guidance of a psychiatrist, I found a treatment plan that worked for me. It was a gradual journey, with trial and error, but it eventually helped stabilize my emotional responses, creating a foundation upon which I could build healthier coping mechanisms.

Learning to Live

Living with GAD is a continuous journey; there are still days when anxiety creeps in. However, I’ve learned to embrace it as part of my story rather than letting it define me. I've discovered the importance of self-care, whether that means engaging in regular exercise, practicing yoga, or simply taking time to relax with a good book.

Support from family and friends has been invaluable. Opening up about my experiences has strengthened my relationships and provided a network of understanding individuals who help lift me during challenging moments. Community support groups have also played a significant role in my healing. Connecting with others who share similar struggles has provided a sense of belonging and validation that I often doubted I would find.

Embracing the Future

As I continue to navigate life with GAD, I’ve gained a deeper understanding of myself and the strength that comes from vulnerability. My journey has opened doors to a wealth of knowledge and resources that empower me each day. I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help, that I am not alone in this struggle, and that healing is not linear.

In sharing my story, I hope to shed light on the complexities of living with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and to encourage others to seek help and embrace their own journeys. We may face challenges that feel insurmountable, but through connection and understanding, we can find light even in the shadows. No matter how daunting the path may seem, recovery and resilience are achievable. And with every step forward, I grow a little more confident in navigating the beautiful, albeit turbulent, journey of life.

Update!

I am going to Start writing for marvel Characters, I always switch up fandoms for a bit so I will be coming back spn soon! But for write now the one character I will be focusing on is Tony Stark.

I also just got back from the Psychiatric hospital so I’m still trying to get back into writing on a phone. 💕🐻

So for right now requests will be closed until I get this all figured out. 💕🐻

Hello guys today I don’t have a oneshot for you guys but I need to tell you guys something very important about me. About a week ago I was admitted into a Psychiatric hospital for depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation. I also was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. Yes I have an eating disorder. Tomorrow I will be going into a 3 month Program for Eating disorders I will not be doing any more stories of spn until I am recovered and better.

Thank you for taking the time to stop and read this post, I am going to get better.

Jensen Ackles as Beau Arlen | Big Sky, 3x05 “Flesh and Blood”

DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ‣ 238/327 11.03 THE BAD SEED

48 Stitches

Dean Winchester x Fem!Reader

Summary: after being in a Brutal Fight with a Shifter and Rolling down a Steep Hill a Couple Miles, [Name] is left with a Severe Stomach Injury.

TW: Stitches, Painful Injuries, mentions of a Shape shifter, crying, Infections, fevers, soft and Fluffy Dean.

A/N: trying my shot at my first Dean x reader one shot, first time Writing for Dean so Please tell me what you all think!

This Particular Shifter had been Playing games with you and the boys for a while now, four days To be Exact, leaving Dead bodies in its wake as the person it was Impersonating at the moment. Being the Excellent tracker you were known to be, you and the boys had tracked the shifter down to a mountain above a small town. You had all flashed out your weapons out prepared to take out the Supernatural creature. You had Produced your trusty silver blade, while Dean and Sam drew out their guns which were filled with Silver Bullets.

What you weren’t expecting though was that the Shifter would launch itself at you, causing you both to roll and tumble Down the steep hill of the Mountain going down into the woods, the shifters claws Sunk deep into your belly as you did, practically Shredding the flesh allowing blood to just Pour out. You heard Dean’s worried voice call out for you. “[Name]!”

You grunted as you Struggled with your blade against the shifter’s Brute Strength, the Shifter knocked its Elbow into your jaw Sending you back a few feet into a Tree along with your blade. You narrowly managed to grab your blade and dodge it's claws as it tried to attack you again. You managed to dislocate it’s shoulder but it Pinned you to the ground on your back trying to stab you with your own blade as you tried to push his arm away.

It had managed to Push the Blade slightly into your chest as a Moan of Pain Escaped you before a Single Bullet ran out sending the shifter rolling a few feet away from you as you laid on the Ground fighting for breath as your wounds bled. Dean quickly made his way over to you, Extremely worried. “[Name], oh God.. are you okay?” he asked quietly afraid to even touch your wounds, in fear of hurting you more.

You whimpered Quietly lifting up your shirt slightly, Showing the Cuts and Tears all along your Abdomen, Sam’s Eyes Scrunched up in worry. “That’s not good [Name], you’ll probably need a good amount of Stitches.” he voiced his Concerns. You almost whined at that, both of the boys knew how much you hated stitches. Fortunately you passed out when Sam said that, only hearing Dean’s girlish Scream as you did.

You stirred awake in the Infirmary of the bunker, feeling the soft mattress underneath your back, You had been redressed in one of Dean’s black shirts and a pair of black shorts as to not bother your newly stitched up Stomach. You felt groggy, Sam probably injected you with morphine. You could feel the fuzzy feeling of the drug in your head, it felt good compared to the pain you felt initially.

You heard the door open and your favorite people walked in, Dean, Sam, Castiel and Jack. They all seemed happy to see you awake and alive. A loopy smile made it’s way onto your Pale face you weakly beckoned them in with your hand, barely being able to wave them over.

“[Name], are you alright?” Castiel asked in the same monotone Voice he used for everybody; You smiled slightly, Despite being weakened and Bedridden you were able to pat his hand that had made it’s way onto your Shoulder comfortingly. “I’m okay Cas.” You whispered, letting your hand fall back down to your side.

Dean let a Scoff leave his mouth even as Sam gave him a Scolding look, “Dean.” he scolded, his hand Whacking Dean On his shoulder harshly. “No, Sam. she needs to hear this.” Dean Retorted, Pushing Sam away from him before Roughly Addressing you. “You had to have 48 Stitches just in your Abdomen. Not to mention the seven stitches across the wound on your throat, [Name.]”

Your eyes slightly Narrowed at Dean’s accusing tone, was he really saying that this was all your fault, that you were the reason that you had gotten injured, it was the monster who lunged at you first. “Seriously, you’re blaming me?” You shouted, raising up in the bed as you did. Sam Tried to calm both of you down, before someone got hurt that someone preferably being you.

Jack only stared at you, his eyes conveying such concern and worry for you in this state. “Dean, you must be stupid because I didn’t just attack the Thing Like a Reckless kid! It attacked me!” Your hands gripped the sheets as you spoke, showing every emotion that was Spiraling up inside you. “and let’s not forget, you were the one so convinced that it was a demon so we didn’t come Prepared!” You added, giving him a Reality check.

The room was silent for a moment, now Dean just looked Guilty as he could be for Scolding you. Suddenly Jack spoke up, “You Guys defeated the monster though, right?” Dean nodded as Jack’s smile appeared on his face. “then everything’s okay, because you killed it and now all those innocent people are safe.” he finished.

With Jack being the voice of Reason calming everything and Everyone down you were able to lay back down and Rest a bit. You noticed that Dean was still Looking as Guilty as ever, so you grabbed onto his hand with Such affection. “Hey Dean, I’m okay now. I’m here and i’m not ever leaving you anytime soon.” you soothed.

Dean nodded, lifting your hand up to lay a kiss upon it. “okay. Okay, thanks [Name.]. I love you.” he whispered in such a soft Voice, you returned his loving words with a Kiss to his inner wrist.

And for now you knew that everything was going to be alright as long as you had Dean, and Dean had you.

ANNOUNCEMENT!

I am now going to have a Set Posting Date on here, I will most likely be Posting on Friday, giving me the rest of the week to write, I’ve already got a Series going on here, Which I made a Cover for and Changed the Title for it, I will be making a few changes to this Blog, Which Includes me making a Master list on here so you guys Can find my Fics Easier.

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Hi Daisy, I saw that your requests are open I was wonder in you could make some banners for Dark Content (DC)?

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Hi! Would you consider making dividers with W in the middle? Or something with just Winchester? I love all the ones you've made already! Thanks!

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Hi! Can I request a (red) mark of cain divider? I'm sorry if I didn't meet any form of requesting, I'm new to your page.

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