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I don't think I was supposed to live this long and that's why things are so bad
im so replaceable in every aspect of who I am in regards to everyone I know
maybe it would be better if I ceased to exist
One text from a person that isn't their usual way of talking and I'm freaking outttttt
Oh oh oh, I'm FREAKING OUT Hahahahaha- I feel like I can't breathe, and I feel like I might lash out. Over something so stupid omfg STOP
I’m always a slut for libraries with beautiful architecture
it only takes me one minor inconvenience to start thinking about various ways to cvt my body and kms
i'm sorry for being dumb, i'm sorry for being pathetic, i'm sorry for being ugly, i'm sorry for being ME, if i could be anyone else, trust me i would be anyone but me
my school has a new policy and we have to have our phones locked away so no more secretly listening to lana at the back of the class 🍂🎧
An hour of chaos in my mind before back to nothingness 💖
i always got that feeling of wanting to go home, but i‘m already at home in my room and still got that feeling of „wanting to going home“??
I found your instagram I found your tumblr
"you're so distant" you literally made me feel like i wasn't important
death isnt enough. i need to never have existed
i think I bother everyone by being alive
Justin O’Neal art
some of my jeffs
Linkin Park’s Mike Shinoda
Everyone gets tired of me at some point.
Then eventually they’ll leave.
They all do.
*gets up*
*wastes day*
*goes to bed again*
yay
Everything feels so exhausting and pointless.
I'm trapped in this suffocating emptiness, where even the things I used to enjoy bring me no pleasure anymore.
I’m so tired of being here. I want to go home. But where is my home.
i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person