read 'infocracia' with wine yesterday night and finished 'the right to sex' tonight which was good but not great. my plans are to read a bit more of 'lolita' or 'crime e castigo' tomorrow and find a better mindset, cause honestly i've not been feeling good lately.
hope everyone is having a good time in life. 🤍🌧
i wish albert camus had a merch
finished 'tell me i'm an artist', which was really good. what it means to be an artist? that's a very profound question, i think.
also, i'm reading 'infocracia' because i want to read everything byung-chul han writes.
actually i'm reading too many books at the same time. 5! AND trying to deal with college.
great music to be my partner, hayley slays. fr. 🤍🌧
— Albert Camus, The Possessed
When Albert Camus wrote "somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody."
i've stopped writing again, which is not a good thing for my mind tbh. my readings are slow and i'm a bit unfocused. hope i get better soon because vacations are almost there and i need to read as much as i can. but i feel like olivia (my dead rose).
i restarted lolita, i had abandoned it and postponed to get back to it, but now i feel like i can do it. maybe. i'll try.
if you who's reading this are ok and having the time of your life.
the sky was so beautiful today and i got my two partners to watch it with me!
be good, fellas! 🌧🤍
“I am obscure to myself. I let myself happen. I unfold only in the now. I am rudely alive.”
- Clarice Lispector, Água Viva [in the images, a picture of Clarice and part of a manuscript from Água Viva]
been holding on too tight to things i can control, but today the rope ran outta my hands.
opened my eyes in the morning and straight up felt completely defeated.
there are those days when you just gotta accept to lose the battle, live minute by minute, wait for tomorrow. tomorrow, we still have possibility.