currently writting my ideal/dream life + master manifestor + void concept subliminal and at this point the doc has fucking 18 pages of different affirmations and around 8k words! đ§
â This is going do be fire đ„ and I really want you all to be preapered heheheh~
âI really don't know when I'll be posting since I am a perfectionist and I really want it to be 100% well-done * chief kiss *!
đthose are the sub topics:
âź mini booster pre-sub; âź self concept and healing; âź master manifestor + god state mindset; âź void concept [do it effortlessly and more]; âź ideal/dream life;
one of the greatest discoveries i made in my journey for me was realizing that the 3d isnât something separate from me. my 3d isnât âout thereâ. my 3d doesnât need to be changed.
iâm literally within myself. think of your 3d as your mind. youâre IN this 3d world. that means youâre INSIDE your own mind. youâre within yourself lol.Â
your mind isnât in your body, your body is in your mind.Â
jesus said he is in father and father is in him(john 14:10). william blake said god is in us and we in him.
this is why there is nothing to change but self because self is the only thing there is. youâre within yourself. the world is truly your own simulation. youâre within the mind of god. youâre inside your own self.Â
think of a blue butterfly. you donât even have to âmanifestâ it. just think of it. whenever it comes to your mind, just think of a blue butterfly. youâll somehow end up seeing a blue butterfly in the 3d even though you didnât âmanifestâ it.Â
why? because youâre literally within yourself. this is why itâs absurd to want to change the 3d or seek results from in the 3d.Â
youâre literally inside yourselfâŠâŠâŠ
i hope you get what iâm trying to get across here because i want you to know that youâre NOT changing the 3d, youâre changing yourself, your consciousness. your 3d exists WITHIN you.Â
Eu amo essas histĂłrias de sucesso onde as pessoas manifestam suas vidas inteiras sem precisar do vazio, isso sĂł mostra que nĂŁo precisamos do vazio para termos nossa vida desejada e motiva pessoas que estĂŁo obcecadas com o vazio a entrarem no verdadeiro estado de deus.
(nĂŁo estou falando que o vazio Ă© ruim, sĂł que muitas pessoas colocam ele no pedestal como se sĂł mente ele Ă© capaz de conseguir sua vida inteira de uma vez, sendo que sem a gente o vazio nem existiria)
Lei da suposição de acordo comigo.
OK.
Vou fazer aqui um breve entendimento meu da lei da suposição e entĂŁo eu irei praticar tudo o que estĂĄ aqui. (VocĂȘ nĂŁo precisa concordar, sĂł nĂŁo jogue suas crenças para cima de mim)
Lei da suposição Ă© basicamente vocĂȘ assumir que vocĂȘ tem algo e persistir nesse SENTIMENTO ou Estado, tanto faz.
Um exemplo: "Eu TENHO aquele carro" provavelmente na hora se vocĂȘ realmente quiser esse carro irĂĄ vir um sentimento de paz, de desejo realizado, o problema Ă© que os problemas do 3D aparece e esquecemos do nosso "desejo" ou voltamos a afirmar que nĂŁo temos o carro desejado. Ă aĂ que vem a persistĂȘncia, nĂŁo precisa afirmar 9283901 vezes, sĂł que quando vir alguma afirmação "vocĂȘ nĂŁo tem esse carro" ou "nunca vou conseguir dinheiro pra comprar ele" vocĂȘ simplesmente volta para o estado de desejo realizado e se imagina em seu carro e SAIBA QUE ELE Ă SEU.
Lembre-se, nĂŁo precisa afirmar trilhĂ”es de vezes, uma pessoa que tem o seu carro dos sonhos, nĂŁo fica toda hora falando "eu tenho esse carro" a nĂŁo ser que vocĂȘ fique se gabando para as outras pessoas do seu carro. O negĂłcio Ă© viver no final, nĂŁo ligue se o 3D mostrar vocĂȘ andando de ĂŽnibus, na sua imaginação imagine vocĂȘ andando pela cidade com seu incrĂvel carro e continue com a suposição.
Uma outra coisa Ă©, nĂŁo fique toda hora pensando no seu desejo, como jĂĄ disse, nĂŁo precisa ficar afirmando o tempo inteiro, se vocĂȘ sabe que jĂĄ tem, nĂŁo iria ficar com esse pensamento o tempo inteiro.
Um exemplo Ă©: A noite vocĂȘ coloca o seu celular para carregar, vocĂȘ vĂȘ a notificação de que ele realmente estĂĄ carregando e entĂŁo vai fazer outra coisa, eu por exemplo coloco meu celular pra carregar e vou dormir, eu sei que no outro dia estara carregado 100%, nĂŁo tem por que de eu me preocupar no outro dia estar 0% de bateria eu vi a notificação de carregando.
(NĂŁo Ă© o melhor exemplo, mas acho que deu pra entender)
O desejo Ă© a mesma coisa, vocĂȘ sabe que jĂĄ Ă© seu, nĂŁo precisa ficar pensando nele toda hora.
Aqui estĂĄ um passo a passo caso nĂŁo tenha entendido direito.
1- O que vocĂȘ realmente quer? AparĂȘncia desejada? Dinheiro? Escolha bem.
2- Assuma que Ă© seu. Pegue todos o sentimento do seu coração e afirme "Eu tenho isso" "Ele Ă© meu" vocĂȘ por breve momento terĂĄ paz e aproveite isso para se imaginar com o seu desejo.
Se quiser escolher afirmaçÔes, tudo bem, não precisa repetir toda hora, somente quando um sentimento ruim ou o 3d mostrar o contrårio.
3- Persista nesse sentimento. Como disse, nĂŁo precisa pensar toda hora, mas quando algo do 3D dĂĄ errado, nada de pensar "eu nĂŁo tenho isso" ou "isso nĂŁo se manisfestou ainda", pelo contrĂĄrio volte para o estado de desejo realizado.
Lembre-se de nĂŁo ligar para o 3d, ele realmente nĂŁo importa. NĂŁo pense em como ou quando vai acontecer, afinal vocĂȘ jĂĄ o tem.
Sendo sincera nĂŁo ia publicar isso, mas demorei meses para de fato entender a lei. Espero receber histĂłrias de sucesso com isso.
âšđđ« Seeking, Searching, & Beingness đ«đâš
it is âegoâ that keeps seeking to understand, âegoâ that keeps searching for answers, messages, information, reassurance, stimulation, fulfillment. in beingness can be âno unfulfillmentâ, âno lackâ, âno separationâ. in beingness, there IS. in beingness IS everything. rest in beingness and âthe nowâ. we donât even have to âfocusâ on âtryingâ. just rest and be, let it go. rest in that connection to allness, to oneness, to connectedness, to beingness. in beingness IS already âthe answersâ and at the same time âno need for answersâ. âletâ yourself stop and rest from seeking and searching, even âjust for nowâ. âletâ yourself BE. BEING is what you ARE, so âletâ yourself BE what you ARE.
THE FASTEST WAY TO MANIFEST WHAT YOU WANT !!!
(100% true !)
You just have to assume that you are this version of yourself or that you own this thing, NOW. Then, you must persist in this new assumption.
THATâS IT !
( Verified by myself and by thousands of other people well, I think.)
A reminder again
Not a single blogger here will ever be able to make tapes like me or the same as me so just quit it
Or do you! It's better
so youâve probably come to a point where youâve over-consumed information, tried too many methods and they didnât work, youâve been manifesting the same thing for a long time and itâs just not happening. you feel like your head is too crowded, and you just need a new start with the law. itâs like you almost want to give up on the law and trust me i get it. a lot of people get it! so today ima help yâall finally stop bitching about all your failures and sobbing about how you canât manifest this and that! yâall gon put yâall foot down, and FINALLY manifest your dream life!!!
chapter one: everything is just a manifestation of your thoughts + taking accountability for that + stepping out of the victim mentality
chapter two: confronting yourself about the law & the reason(s) you arenât seeing results in the 3D
chapter three: simplifying the law by creating your own rules & limiting loa content (longest chapter**)
chapter four: outro
warning lots of tough love, itâs not personal <3
as you probably know, the thoughts you think and dwell in create your reality; thatâs a non negotiable. that includes the good, the bad, and the indifferent. and up until you discovered conscious manifesting, pretty much everything youâve manifested was done unconsciously (aka the indifferent). i feel like i say this all the time, but everything literally starts with you, itâs always started w you & it forever will. remember? since your thoughts manifest.
take accountability for the fact that youâve manifested everything present in your life.
take accountability for the fact that youâve manifested everything present in your life.
taking accountability means taking responsibility for something you did, something usually wrong. in the loa community, taking accountability means realizing that your thoughts have created these circumstances. and itâs completely ok because you can think new thoughts and create something new for yourself. ik it can be tough being âuglyâ, friendless, or whatever, but you made that assumption. and youâre keeping that assumption alive by always thinking it and always identifying with it. your thoughts can create and uncreate (revision), use that to your advantage. i donât understand why yâall know thoughts create and keep thinking thoughts you donât want to keep creating⊠i donât.
step out of living with a victim mentality!!!
like i said, you manifested all of this for yourself. so stop crying and complaining about you canât manifest, and nothing ever works for you. fucking stoppppp i do not want to hear that shit! nothin good has ever came from complaining and crying about all thatâs wrong, you have to do something about it! because everything does work for you! maybe not in your favor but it does work. you say you canât manifest, then you canât. you say the void doesnât work no matter how many times you try it, then thatâs whatâll happen. do you see how youâre in control? why canât you complain about good things thenâŠ.? it makes absolutely ZERO sense to victimize yourself⊠just shut up and think new thoughts. i donât understand. itâs not hard, youâre not an exception, youâre not too weak to manifest, itâs not fucking rocket science yall! stop victimizing yourself, itâs no help. youâre not a victim to the law, youâre the operant power!
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itâs time to finally confront yourself!
this might be emotional and uncomfortable to do (depending on your situation) but it has to get done! thereâs clearly a reason as to why youâve yet to see youâre manifestation in the 3D. it could be a number of things:
you keep reacting and dwelling in the 3D
you arenât persisting as you should/giving up too early
you have a victim mentality and keep enabling it
you donât think youâre worthy enough of your desires
you donât apply the law to the best of your ability aka your half assing this shit lol
now, confronting yourself of this can be hard cause who wants to admit when theyâre wrong right⊠lmao nah iâm playingđđ fr tho it can be challenging but like i said, itâs going to get done. so hereâs my recommendation:
1. think about when you first discovered the law. how did you feel? was there a weight lifted off your shoulder? did you feel like you found the answer youâd been looking for all this time?
2. what do you want to manifest and why? in this case, you want to manifest your dream life. what donât you like about the one you have now? what does your dream life even look like? compare the two. how will living your dream life make you feel?
3. why wonât you just change your thoughts & persist? why do you insist on dwelling in negative thoughts? why do you persist for 1 day then give up? why do you focus on time so much? why do you complain about everything wrong and do nothing about? answer these questions to yourself.
4. it may be uncomfortable completely changing your mindset because your ego is protecting you from what it doesnât know yet. but think about the life you are depriving yourself of by not changing your mindset/thoughts, only to keep complaining.
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making your own rules to simplify the law & cutting down on loa content
one person will say, ârepeating your affirmations, wonât make your manifestation come faster, the belief willâ and some will say ârepetition in your affs is key, it saturates your mind w the new storyâ and these are both correct in their own way. but itâs about what you want to do, what you like better. (and thatâs how yâall start complicating the law. youâre like âwhich do i do, everyone keeps saying the first one, but this one girl said the second one.â and then you start spiraling, so you go research some more and then you come across a new blogger who has a different approach to manifesting, so now you want try thatâŠ.yeah itâs a whole cycle, iâve been there) thatâs also why being on tumblr all damn day is NOT beneficial. you will drive yourself crazy reading all these posts and opinions of different people. the law is the most subjective topic ever. nobody can determine SHIT for you. only you have the ability to do that.
whether you are just starting with the law, or youâve been âtryingâ with the law, stop being so obsessed and dependent on every success story, every post, every bloggers opinion on your question. stop it. this is the best way to get confused. you just need to know the basics of the law:
1. decide what you want
2. affirm or know itâs yours
3. persist no matter what
and thatâs it. any other question (regarding how the law works or the lawsâ rules) you have, can be answered yourself.
âhow long does it take before i see my results?â YOU tell me.
âdoes it matter when i affirm?â YOU tell me.
âcan i change my appearance and make it seem like iâve always looked that way?â i. do. not. know. YOU tell me!
âcan i get my desires in less than 24 hours?â i personally can but thatâs just me. so YOU tell me.
ima put manifestation to the side real quick. generally speaking, you cannot have a mind of your own or a life of your own, if itâs based off of what OTHER people think. that is then, not you. social media in general isnât healthy because of its influences. we all know this. it can leave you feeling insecure seeing how others are living versus yourself. what they do in theyâre life, who they interact with. and that can be very deteriorating to your mental.
same things goes for over consuming loa content. if you keep consuming info instead of applying, youâre gonna have so many different ways on how to go about manifesting, you gon be one lost ass mothafucka. trust.
get off of tumblr, and apply the law of assumption. when you get off of tumblr (or any loa infested platform) you start to figure out what works best for YOU, not sally, sammy, sarah, or susan. YOU!!!! bc youâre not always surrounded by everyoneâs opinion. itâs about you & what you like. i cannot say this shit enough. youâll come to your own realizations like âoh i prefer to think that living in the end is more beneficial than repeating affirmationsâ merely bc you werenât influenced by everyone else. thatâs why the law is so simple. bc itâs so subjective, you make it work how you want.
stop trying to feed into everyoneâs personal assumptions about their personal loa journey.
i know some people who have never believed a single affirmation that came out their mouth and still got their manifestations. and i know people who donât affirm at all and just make the decision that itâs theirs and still get their manifestations. because they made their rules according to what suits them best. you just have to persist.
the reason yâall complicate the law (and especially the void) is bc you donât have your own rules, you have everyone elseâs rules and it clearly ainât working for you honey. iâm not gon lie, a lot of the rules in the loa can be contradicting to one another. thatâs why you pick which you like best and stick to it (or ofc make your own). donât use it for 2 minutes and 29 seconds & then see another rule and be like âthis might work betterâ then switch. because like i said itâs very contradicting & not helpful.
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outro :)))
so this post was longer than i intended but, i hope you all can take something away from this and finally apply the law to get your dream lives!! remember, everything lies within you. you have the power to wake up and repeat the same cycle or put your foot down and make a change. from this point forward, i donât want to see asks about your circumstances that donât matter, i donât want to hear youâve been persisting for 21 days and nothings happened. i donât want see asks full of yâall deliberately victimizing yourselves. you know the basics of the law. either have control and apply it, or let it have control over you. itâs your choice.
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''WANT is a paradox. To obtain something, it is important to WANT it. However, WANT means lack of what you want. The more you WANT something, the more you affirm the lack of it. It is better not to WANT but to allow whatever you need to come to you. Otherwise WANT will sabotage you, becoming a block, a barrier. (...) And you know that WANT harbors fear and other negativity. It is better to substitute WANT with ALLOWING. Created by Lester, the process of Releasing, consists of five steps: 1. Become aware of the emotion and lovingly accept it. 2. Feel the emotion somewhere in the body. Anger for example is often felt in the pit of the stomach or in the chest. Find that spot and feel your anger there. It wonât take too long before you notice that the more you concentrate on your anger, the weaker it becomes. This happens, because instead of âfeedingâ it with your energy, you are withdrawing the energy by calmly witnessing your emotion. 3. Identify the emotion as Wanting Approval (WA) or Wanting Control (WC). 4. Relax into the emotion. 5. Release the emotion. As you keep your attention on it, let it go by asking - Could I let it go?     Yes! - Would I let it go?    Yes! - When?             Now! Inhale, while asking the last question. Then open an imaginary window in the spot where you feel the emotion, and with exhalation, let the energy flow freely out of that window, while saying âNow!â Imagine bluish, almost transparent energy flowing out. A feeling or emotion is nothing but energy; it is neither âbadâ nor âgood.â We give it different names in order to relate it to different mental states. The energy flows out⊠It is gone! Still, ask yourself: And More? âŠÂ Answer: Yes! And let more of it to flow out⊠And More? ⊠ Yes! And let even more of it out⊠And even More? ⊠Yes! Let more of it out⊠And even More? ⊠Yes! Let more of it out⊠And even More? ⊠Yea! Let more of it out⊠Try to feel the feeling again. Imagine situation that made you feel angry. It would help you to locate more anger within you. Keep repeating the process until you find yourself out of AGFLAP and in CAP (Courageousness Acceptance and Peace). It is important to continue releasing until you are at peace. It may take time, but time thus spent is ten times worth the effort. You will find that nothing is more rewarding than your state of peace. There should be no thinking or analyzing. You must say âyesâ regardless of how you feel about it.
Lester underlined that releasing will be more effective when we are in the state of either Courageousness, Acceptance or Peace. The entire process of releasing must be always done lovingly. Therefore, before starting the releasing bring yourself into one of the states of CAP with loving attitude. It is easily done when you imagine the end result of a particular releasing: wonderful relationship, money in your account, new house, whatever you are releasing on. Remember to start with accepting and loving yourself unconditionally.
Let us start with letting go of whatever we are feeling right now and move into Courageousness, Acceptance and Peace. We begin with Courageousness. Itâs a wonderful place, where we are willing to do whatever it takes, no matter what: a place of absolute willingness to do anything. We are adventurous, alive, powerful, self-sufficient and secure. We have a vast vision. We have been here before in this wonderful place and can access it from our past memory, when we were in trouble. We are here right now. On the scale of action, Lester says, âCourageousness is a willingness to go into action without fear, to give, to correct, to change whatever needs it, the willingness to let go, to move on.â It is a very distinct state. Notice how you are immediately becoming more aware, as you move into this state. And from here, letâs move into Acceptance. Just a shift, a different way of a being expressing itself: Acceptance. Get the feeling: everything is OK just the way it is. On the scale of action, Lester says, âNo need to change anything. No judgment of good or bad. It just is⊠It is beautiful just as it is, and itâs OK just the way it is. It is wonderful out there⊠I am enjoying everything just as it is. So take a look, wherever you are, sitting, driving, whatever it is that youâre doing. Can you allow it to be beautiful just as it is? Can you allow yourself to enjoy your surroundings, which includes your body, just as it is? Can you love your body just as it is? The room you are in, just as it is? The city you are in, just as it is? And will it be OK with you to make the decision, and it is just a decision, to feel about wherever you are in life, being just beautiful? Well, the mind may check on this and that, and yet, it is all Awareness, Beingness, and it is always beautiful. Other words Lester used to describe this: fullness, gentle, glowing, gracious, harmonious. And again, notice where you are right now. What it feels like. Be aware. Contrast it to the state of Courageousness⊠There is a cool air about this state of Acceptance. When you notice the differences between the two states it will allow you to access this state of Awareness more freely. From this place of Acceptance, where everything is OK the way it is, allow yourself to move to a state of Peace. On a scale of action, Lester describes it as I am, I am whole, complete, totally into my Self. Everyone and everything is part of my Self. Itâs all perfect. Whatever youâre now feeling, whatever youâre experiencing⊠can you let it go and let it be even more perfect? Would it be OK with you, if you dissolve the boundaries, whatever they are: boundary of your body, your house, your car, your property, boundary of your country... Can you dissolve these boundaries, and allow everything to be seen as your Self, your own Beingness, Awareness. Immediately, everything becomes quiet, even more serene, more still. Would it be OK with you if you live in peace every day, all day? Would it be OK with you, if everyone youâve met will be radiantly peaceful beings, a part of you, of your own Self? If everyone is seen in total serenity, total peace, the world is automatically becoming peaceful and serene. Other words to describe this: stillness, kindness, tranquility, unlimited, whole.
And check to see if our friend the mind has been active lately, trying to figure things out. Can you let go of trying to figure it out? Mind always has a list of favorite things it is trying to figure out. Could you let that process go and allow yourself just be and rest in Awareness? Let us ask the mind if it knows the solution of whatever youâre trying to figure out. Of course it doesnât. It is one of the most pointless exercises in our lives, to keep asking the mind for an answer, when it doesnât have an answer. And when we do this, it comes back at us with a judgment. It says, âbeat yourself up! Is there something wrong with you? There we go again: asking me about something I donât know!â Is that helping us to get the solution? What it does⊠it keeps us on the surface of our mind: all that asking, beating ourselves up. So now we have a decision to make. Are we going to keep being negative, beating ourselves up, standing on the surface of our mind? Or, do we want to let that go and move into productivity, quietness and deepness? Of course, we want to be quieter and deeper.
From this state of wholeness look at your life and see if there is any part that youâre resisting. Anything in your life that frustrates you, irritates you that you try to exclude from your wholeness? See if there is any question, any sensation about that. And just instantly let that energy go. Let it go some moreâŠ, and more⊠And will it be OK with you, if you reclaim that part of your life in terms of yourself? We are responsible for our pictures: everything that we picture is part of ourselves. Would it be OK with you if you make a decision? Irrevocable decision that says I am going for freedom, no matter what. Why not?
desire: the root of all suffering
The root of all suffering and lack is desire. The more you desire, the more lack you inflict on yourself, the more lack you experience. The very nature of desire is to lack, as you shall not desire something you already own.
When you drop the desire, you allow yourself to be fulfilled and complete as you are, you connect to your truest essence and realize you are awareness and already have everything you thought you desired. You never lacked anything and if you ever saw lack, you saw an illusion that separated you from who you truly are.
You're the beginning and the end, yet you're also an infinite, complete being. You don't have to do anything, you don't have to be a doer, you don't have to act towards love or abundance as you are already nothing but love and abundance. You cannot lack what you already are, you cannot lack your essence. If you're everything, how can you not have everything already?
When I say that this journey is real, and our struggles are not in vain, I am shouting it from the rooftops. A month ago, I woke up with my dream life. Obsessed with the "void state", I woke up one day being the same person but with an entirely new life. All because I chose it.
Your efforts aren't going unnoticed. The universe is always on your side. You are the universe. It's been a month, and I still feel overwhelmed with joy and wonder every single day.
I was once poor and battling depression, a reality many can relate to. But we found the law because we knew we deserved more. You can be ordinary, flawed, even unkind, but you can choose to transform and have it all. And I did just that. My parents, who were illegal immigrants working underpaid jobs, are now wealthy and respected figures. My last name alone garners recognition, and I am a socialite earning money just by being me.
I used to live in an attic infested with cockroaches. Now, I reside in a four-story mansion, complete with exotic cars, house help, cooks, drivers - all treated and compensated fairly. We also own three other houses across the United States.
I was once insecure, severely underweight, and bullied. Today, not only am I stunningly beautiful, but I am also praised for my fashion sense. I was once a dull person, but now I am radiant with positivity.
I attended an underfunded school where I was bullied, and teachers lacked resources to intervene. Now, I study at a prestigious private school that assures my entry into an Ivy League university. Finally, I am respected and appreciated.
I was lonely and uninteresting. Now, I am vibrant with a close-knit group of friends and a man who seems straight out of a Wattpad story. He's perfect, and he's mine.
This transformation happened overnight. And I've been on this journey since 2020. But how??? I surrendered to my imagination!
The void was overwhelming, but now I can easily navigate it. I was tired of giving my power away. So, I gave in to myself, to my dreams. I knew I deserved it. Even if I didn't believe it at times, I made the choice. If you desire something, it's already yours. It's done.
I didn't have a list or anything of my desires, just a vision of happiness. I didn't know what it looked like, but I knew how it felt. Now, I embody that feeling every day. My life is a series of plot twists. It's not perfect, but my worst days now are what I once prayed for. That old life? POOF It's gone. All I have is now, and I'm living it to the fullest.
My advice?
Stop seeking proof. If you're looking for proof, you'll never manifest your dreams because the only thing that needs to change is self. Doubt is a reflection of your disbelief in yourself. When I surrendered to my imagination, it didn't matter who was lying or telling the truth, because I had my truth. The burden of proof lies within you. It's called the law of assumption. You might harbor some doubt, but you must have faith like the devout. They believe without proof. You can too! We all can! Believe in yourself, and the universe will conspire in your favor!!!!
I agree! Your words resonated with me a lot. Faith, particularly self-faith, is such an important tool in shaping our realities. The ability to trust ourselves, our desires, and our potential is essential in manifesting our dream life, and itâs only so beautiful to slowly see yourself give yourself all your trust when youâve never even liked yourself.
You're spot on about the issue of seeking confirmation from others. It's an unnecessary hurdle that we give ourselves but itâs human nature. Our truths and dreams should not be validated by anyone else but us. As you said, why should it matter if someone lied or told the truth? We are the creators of our own lives and thus, the only validation we need comes from within.
And I wholeheartedly agree with your point about deservingness. We don't have to earn our desires or prove ourselves worthy of them. If we want something, that desire alone makes us deserving of it.
More importantly I am very proud and happy for you !!!! Youâre a testament of what our own imagination can do for us and I hope you only keep getting happier and happier <3!!!!