I can't wait for the next part of infatuation🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
Ma’ sorry about that taking so long. I hit writers block and I’m not sure how to go about it. But I assure you I haven’t abandon the series!
You, uhh...got any more Lyle bits waiting in the wings? I love the way you write him. (Other people on tumblr for lack of a better words kinda...neuter him. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
Hmm— not really. I haven’t started on any avatar work fics other than Recom quaritch. But maybe I’ll make headcanons on him falling for a na’vi (similar to the headcanons of z-dog)
ladies n’ gentlemen how do we feel rn ??/.¿
JAKEIEKEKDKR— EXCITED THATS FOR SURE
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got a lil bored and started writing Smut (for the first time actually)
I'm not done with it but once I am could I send it to u??
Sure!
heyyy I was wondering when ur gonna update infatuation// if you are? just checking n stuff!
BTW I LOVE YOUR WRITING OMGGGGGGGGG
Im not entirely sure, but it’s a work in progress I’ll tell you that. I’ve been busy with finals and all that— but I assure you the series isn’t abandoned!
Ackkk— Thanks!
OBSESSED OVER HIS EX! LOVER
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#SYNOPSIS— Headcanons + scenario on Recom Quaritch obsessing over his ex! lover
#WARNING(S)— dark quaritch(?)obsession, fixation, unhealthy thoughts,non-consent touching, implications of noncon/dubcon, personality crisis(?)identity crisis(?)
#CHARACTER(S)— Recom! Colonel Miles Quaritch
He couldn’t help but have a large grin on his face. You were back with him— back to where you were supposed to be. He would watch you like a hawk through the mirror; you were placed in a confinement similar to his son. Oh— he could stare at you for hours if he could. It was only until later that he managed to calm himself down. He was angsty and nervous; he wondered how you would feel about him— about his differences. But it wouldn’t matter, you’ll see he’s just like the man before him— if not better.
When he is face to face with you he nearly collapsed onto his knees. His hands trembled as he handed you the dog tag of the original Colonel Miles. He watched with anticipation as you took it; would you accept it? Would you accept this piece of remembrance towards the man you loved? It would give him hope if you did. To see that you cared for that man— that you care for him. That this relationship you have with him can still be salvaged. His heart nearly stopped when you chucked the dog tag across the room, tears streaming down your cheeks as you glared at him.
Anger coursed through his veins. No— no, you weren’t suppose to act like that. You were suppose to cry and wallow in grief over his death. You were suppose to sob and beg for forgiveness over your betrayal towards him. You were suppose to cling to him— it was wrong. His anger only amplified when you began screaming at him, throwing chairs at him. You lashed your anger out on him— why? Why was he to blame? It was your fault! All of it— he could of had a nice family with you. He could of been in his sons life— he could of married you! It was your fault. Everything is your fault— it’s because of you that he has these pesky emotions. It’s because of you that he can’t sleep at night— and you! Oh— you are going to pay for it; starting right now.
He would ignore your screams of protest as he caged you between his arms. He spent hours, days, weeks— months dreaming of you and to waste such a promising opportunity? He wouldn’t have that— no, he’ll take full advantage of it. His thirst for you will finally be quenched.
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No matter how hard your tried to wiggle away from him or how much your legs kicked you were pinned under him. His lips crashed into yours in a desperate manner. You shook your head from side to side but he chased after you, swallowing your sobs and whines. He glanced down, he wondered what you thought of him. Where you thinking of how desperate he is for you? Realizing that he longed only for you. He’d do just about anything for you— anything to make you see that he is alike to your ex lover. He’ll never let you go— no. Now that he has you in his arms he’ll make sure you’ll never step a foot outside.
His exhale was shaky, his nose buried into your collarbone, inhaling your scent. His cheeks flushed in embarrassment, can you tell his desperation for you? He wore the same face of the man you once loved and cherished in the past. Yet you couldn’t bare yourself to look at him, your lover never looked like that— he was human; not Navi. He would speak in a tongue dripping with honey, tone brimming with love that he held for you. But his eyes— they’re yellow. How frightening they are— your lover had blue eyes; the type that you would describe midwinter. Frosty and cold yet held such beauty in them. You turn away from him, he is not the man you loved. An imposter— a fake; His eyes were so alien.
You would shrink away, cringing in his embrace. He would try to gain your attention with familiar touches his predecessor once done but all that he gained was tears and a choked sob ❝You’re not— ❞ In less than a second his soft caressing turned harsh. He gripped your jaw tightly forcing you to look at him. Anger swirled in his eyes, ❝ I’m not what? I look like him— I talk like him— I have his memories! Why aren’t you happy with me like you were happy with him? Look at me! It’s me your suppose to be with! Your suppose to love me— me! It’s me!❞
His fist slammed against the table countless times. His tail flicking behind him in annoyance, clearly this level of intimacy wasn’t working, he’ll have to take it up a notch. He pursed his lips, head bobbing as he recalled old memories between you and his predecessor opening up to each other in an intimate level. Yeah— that’ll do. Without a second thought his fingers pulled the collar of shirt upwards dropping the garment. He’ll make you his, create new mementos with you so that’ll you’ll forget the past— so that you can get used to your new lover— to the new him.
I just thought about like a new story idea in this basically off a quote that I made thinking I was about like how like the Navi are and how they only take what they need.
So like when you watch the first Avatar movie you remember how neytiri got mad or upset Jake after she had killed the Viper wolves cause I didn't need to die.
I just thought of a quote based off of that scene.
"To take you have to give and to give you have to take."
That’s actually an on point quote and gives off a very clear viewpoint on how the na’vi hold such spiritual views. During the first movie, Neytiei told Jake, “ All energy is only borrowed and one day you’ll have to give it back “
Your quote reminded me of that scene.
Is this how you imagine miles? Credits to anxiousdreamcore
Uh yes and no—
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#SYNOPSIS— general headcanons of yandere comforting their partner
#WARNING(s)—stalking, unhealthy obsession
( Itachi Uchiha || Deidara )
You were his beloved. Someone he truly loved and cherished and wouldn’t trade for the world. He knew your little ticks and what would make you twitch. He knew when you were sad and when you were happy. He understand you far more than anyone else ever could, even you. He takes great pride in such a thing, sure others would be fooled by your calm collective exterior but not him. No—never him. Every little twitch, every blink or eyes vacant lost in thought he’s got the idea that’s something happened, something is wrong. And he’ll figure it out one way or another. He’s not a very communicative man so his gestures of love would be acts of services or lending an ear to your troubles.
He would sit down with you, patiently and quietly. Placing down a nice cup of warm tea for you to drink. He’ll ask questions, questions that aren’t even tune with the subject you were bothered with. He’ll coax you into a false sense of security before cooling and striking. His words would be coated with honey, but the undertone would have a silver snakes tongue. The conversation would taken an unexpected twist, his charcal eyes narrowing down at you. Eyes flickering red as he progressed your words. He’ll make sure to get rid of the problem, he’ll make sure your happy and content with your life next to him. But there’s always the probability where you decide to keep your mouth shut and refuse to touch the subject. Believe him, he has other ways to make sure your babbling by the end of the night.
This man won’t notice at the beginning, it’ll take him a few days to understand somethings wrong before finally taking action. Unlike him you manage to have a collective exterior, able to control your feelings/emotions something that he can’t possibly do. He’s not someone to settle down and sit to talk about your problems. Instead he’ll try little tricks and trinkets to bring back your smile. It’ll start of with him creating small clay animals and exploding them, perhaps even creating a small play where they each explode in a tragic end.
If it helps in any way he’ll bully Tobi and cause chaos among the Akatsuki hideout.He’ll even bother Sasori just for the hell of it. He wants to see you smile, it doesn’t matter if he looks like a complete fool while doing it. He’ll buy dango along with other sweet treats. All that matters is you and your well being. He’ll grin, munching on dango as he talked about his day, he wants to get your mind off what’s bothering you, in no way would someone/something else have your attention. Only he can have such a delicacy of your gaze upon him.
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#SYNOPSIS— general headcanons of yandere anbu Kakashi
#WARNING(s)—manipulative/manipulating, unhealthy obsession/thoughts, toxic relationship,
After the death of his last two teammates you were the only one left alive. He had been recruited into the Anbu forces while you were promoted into being a Jounin. The killing and assassination was getting over his head. He sees people losing their lives in a quick second by a fatal mistake or accident. He was struck with anxiety over your well-being. We’re you safe? Who were you with? Was your new team any good? We’re they able to protect you? So many questions riddled his mind over your health.
Have you forgotten him? Left him behind? Perhaps that was for the best. He was bad luck. That much he knew and so did everyone. He was called the ‘Friend Killer‘ for a reason. Everyone around him died and it would only be a matter of time before you died by his hands too. So he did what he thought was best, he ignored you at every chance he got and shut himself in. You had to understand, everything was for the betterment of your health and future sake.
But there comes times when he can’t help but indulge in his urges. These are the times where he’s thankful for once joining the anbu corps. He gained many new skills in the stealth department, it come handy in assassination missions and tailing people. It’s a skill he uses whenever he has the off chance to see you. He follows you whenever he can, taking in a few peeks here and there and if he ever feels strikingly bold he’ll sneak in through your window and stay diligent for you. However, there comes times when he can’t hold back his primal urges. He’s a broken man inside so for the love of god please don’t push him away when he slips into bed with you.
You won’t be allowed to go anywhere without him. The thought of you being away from him with unknown people sends him into a frenzy. Don’t be alarmed when he slams his door open and races across the streets with a wild look in his face. He looks feral as he stomps around ignoring the whispers trailing behind him or the small questions his comrades try and give him. The moment he finds you he won’t care who your talking to, he’ll drag you back to his home making sure to keep you locked up with only him and you. He’ll demand questions asking why you would leave without permission especially without him.
After that fiasco he’ll come in tune with his feelings and desperate need of human contact but he’ll still keep you at arms length. He’ll hover over you making sure his presence is known. Everyone’s heard rumors about him and most know how he looks like so it isn’t a surprise when people start steering away from you whenever the both of you are walking together. Sure there comes whispers and your new teammates tend to flinch and cower under Kakashi gaze buts it’s not like you mind do you? After all he’s the last living person on Team 7. You should only care about him and that’s final.