in another universe this in another universe that
i freaking want in this universe
As the first rays of dawn break over the horizon, I finally allow myself to rest, leaning against him, our bodies entwined. His once bloody and torn wings are now starting to heal, the skin slowly knitting itself back together. There's still a long way to go, but we've made it through the night, and that's a victory in itself. I let myself relax against the man who I had loved for centuries the one who is now my mate, we haven't even gotten to talk about it the way we are bound to each other. To be completely honest I donât know if I should even be sleeping beside him since he has said nothing to me other then âMateâ that doesn't mean he accepts it but it also doesn't mean he doesnât.
I close my eyes, allowing the exhaustion to take over. But even as I drift off, I know that when I wake, I'll be ready to face another day, to continue the fight, to heal and protect my mate. I also know that he will do the same for me even if he doesnât accept the Bond because that is just the type of man he is one with a heart. You may not be able to tell under all the brooding and shadowy exterior but he is one of the kindest most genuine men I have ever met.
His soft whisper rouses me from my sleep, "Thank you, Cici," and I squeeze his hand in response, and blush lightly noticing our proximity and the way we are both covered in his blood. âuh how about a bath?â I ask easing up from the bed moaning my exhaustion taking over me. Before my pain fully takes over I couldâve swore he said something about how heâd only take one if I joined him. I feel my old scars they are sore and my eyes are slowly lose their sight. I think quickly and using the last of my strength I winnow to Cassian and Nestaâs tent. âCass? Nes?â
I stumble in blindly bumping into a wall- wait not a wall my best friend, Cass! âCia are you alright?â he asks shaking me lightly and looking me over. âWhere's Az is he okâ he asks frantic. âH-he's fine but I need help,â I say shakily. âMy powers are weak and without anything to refuel them before I'm done with AzâŚ.â My eyes are welling up with my bloody gold tears and I let them fall.
Cass scoops me into a warm, brotherly hug. I hear Nesta approach, âWhat do you need to refuel?â she asks me and I canât help but assume she is crossing her arms like I have watched her do for years when she gets curious. I smile, my senses and skills really show when I'm blind it almost makes me want to stay this way, but I will miss colors and glitter being able to see my family's smiling faces.
âBlood,â my voice shaky as I say it. Nesta huffs and hear footsteps shuffling around next thing I know I loose the presence of my best friend and I'm left myself. I canât help but let my tears fall. I hear them again and Nesta approaches me grabbing my hands. âEris said heâll help he said he's done it before,â she says in a hushed tone.
Which brings me back to the time I spent with Eris camped in a cave hiding from threats, as he survived on animals we killed and my powers keeping him afloat as I kept myself replenished with his strong High Fae blood. He was the first High Fae I had ever drunken from. He allowed me to keep drinking from him as long as he stayed strong and healthy we survived 4 months out in the wilderness that way.
âWhere is he?! I need it now,â I say agitated wanting to get back to my mate. âHe is going to the healing tent to gather supplies,â âAlright thank you so much Nes,â I said leaning up to give her a kiss on the check which ends up rather sloppily on her ear. She laughs, a sound I havenât heard from her in awhile. Eris helps me and gives me a few bags of fresh blood so I don't have to wonder around like that again. I rush back to Az fully recharged and ready to help him as much as I can.
chat can y'all like reblog if you're okay with getting random asks
i need to know who among my mutuals is okay to bother
yk whatâs the worst hitting a year since ur last suicide attempt and almost 3 months clean and having the worst relapse ever and having to pretend everything is alright because now ur the happy positive person and no one can know everything is bad again. So ur suffering in silence and someone will bring it up and suddenly ur in ur room after ur first attempt wondering what is actually wrong with you and why ur like that and why you canât just be normal. And you know something is wrong with you but youâve never been diagnosed with anything eating makes you nauseous ur panic attacks are getting worse you donât believe you were made to fall in love or be loved and no one including yourself knows who you really are.
*girl
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I could be gay today
horrendously queer
ohhhh I wanna kiss a boy
If my mutuals canât rb this then we canât be mutuals
In another universe I donât feel guilt and selfish about my mental health. I donât hide it and push it down, cause I donât want to burden anyone. In another universe maybe I know who I am and can be who I am freely. In another universe Iâm the person you wish I was.
Scene: Tokyo Jujutsu High â Late Afternoon, Courtyard
The courtyard glowed with soft amber light as the sun began its descent. Yuji, Megumi, and Nobara waited near the training grounds, the buzz of a rumored transfer student lingering in the air.
âThink sheâs weird?â Yuji asked, chewing a protein bar.
âSheâs a sorcerer,â Nobara said. âWeâre all weird.â
Megumi simply narrowed his eyes toward the school gates.
And thenâ
âHellooooo~!â
A flash of color burst into view.
Striding through the gates was a tall, striking girl with multicolored hairâbright streaks of pink, green, and blueflowing from thick white roots, the strands catching light like candy wrappers in the wind. Her uniform was stylishly tweaked: loose at the sleeves, cinched at the waist, with shimmering safety pins and patches. Piercings glittered on both ears, and a tiny gem sparkled below one eye, accenting her vibrant, swirling irisesâlike galaxies trapped in her stare, constantly shifting hue with her mood.
Today, they shimmered in warm tones of gold and coral.
She waved enthusiastically, practically skipping up the path. âIâm Yume Miran! First-year, spiritual support, unofficial snack queen, and now your new favorite person!â
Yujiâs jaw slightly dropped. â...Whoa.â
Nobara perked up, grinning. âOh, I like her.â
Yume offered a radiant smile and held out a bag of pastel-colored dango. âBribery is the sincerest form of friendship. Want one?â
Yuji took one immediately. âYou're cool.â
Nobara took two. âYouâre great.â
Yume giggled, twirling a strand of her cotton-candy hair around a finger. âYou must be Nobara! Youâre so much prettier in personâIâve totally been stalking your mission logs. Letâs be besties, mmkay?â
Nobara beamed. âDuh. Finally someone with taste.â
Megumi, however, said nothing. His eyes were locked on Yumeâquietly scanning her posture, her cursed energy, her too-perfect smile.
She turned to him with a warm, slow grin.
âAnd you must be the moody one. Thatâs okay. Iâm really good at winning over emotionally constipated guys.â
Yuji laughed. âSheâs not wrong.â
Megumi frowned. âYou donât feel like a first-year.â
Yume blinked, feigning surprise. Her eyes shifted colorâcooler now, with hints of lavender. âWow, spooky insight. Are you psychic?â
âIâm cautious,â he muttered.
She winked. âGood. Youâll need to be.â
Inside Her MindâŚ
Theyâre eating it up, Yamika murmured smugly from beneath the mask. Ayumuâs voice stirred faintly. Donât hurt them. Hurt them? Yamika chuckled. Please. I like them. Especially the boy.
Her eyes flicked toward Yuji again.
HeâsâŚinteresting.
Scene: Tokyo Jujutsu High â Evening, Rooftop
The sun had dipped beyond the horizon, casting long shadows over the courtyard. Down below, laughter echoedâNobara teasing Yuji, Megumi walking ahead, ever suspicious.
But above, on the rooftop, the air was different. Heavy.
Ayumu stood still, breathing slowly, her hands gripping the edge of the railing. The last remnants of her illusion fadedâhair losing its candy-streaked color, piercings vanishing, makeup dissolving like dust. The youthful glow of Yume Miran melted away.
Only Akatsuki Kiko Ayumu remainedâpoised, powerful, and coldly beautiful. Her crimson eyes burned with silent thought.
Footsteps.
âDidnât expect you to drop the mask this early,â Gojoâs voice drifted in, casual as ever. âSomething wrong, Ayumu?â
She turned slowly, jaw tense.
ââŚYuji.â
Gojo raised a brow. âWhat about him?â
Ayumuâs voice was quieter than usual. âHeâs Sukunaâs vessel.â
Gojo's smile faded just slightly. âAh. SoâŚÂ she told you.â
Ayumu nodded once. âYamika recognized his cursed signature. She didnât tell me right away. Not until she got too close.â Her expression darkened. âShe said it was familiar. Like home.â
Gojo leaned against the railing beside her, the mood settling into a rare quiet. âI didnât tell you because I wanted you both to meet him first. As Yuji. Not as Sukunaâs cage.â
Ayumuâs fists clenched. âYou trusted her to hold back?â
âI trust you to hold her back.â
She looked away, voice almost a whisper. âShe likes him.â
That made Gojo pause.
ââŚYamika?â
âNo,â she said after a moment. âYume. Her. Me. All of us. I donât know.â She pressed a hand to her chest. âItâs strange. When sheâs around him, she doesnât feel violent. She feels⌠drawn.â
Gojo watched her carefully.
âIs that dangerous?â she asked.
He smiled faintly. âEverything about you two is dangerous.â
A silence passed between them. Then Ayumu glanced toward the courtyard below, watching Yujiâs bright laugh echo under the night sky.
âDo you think⌠sheâd hurt him?â
Gojo shrugged. âDepends. Would you?â
Ayumu didnât answer.
Scene: Rooftop â Minutes After Sunset
The air had gone still. The tension from moments before lingered like smoke in Ayumuâs lungs.
Gojo stood beside her, unusually quiet. No teasing. No grin. Just himâwatchful, waiting.
Ayumuâs fingers twitched slightly at her side. She could already feel Yamika stirring again, impatient to return to the âstage.â
âSheâs coming back,â Ayumu murmured. âI can feel her pressing forward. I wonât be myself much longer.â
Gojo looked over, his face unreadable behind his blindfold, but his stance shiftedâjust slightlyâcloser to her.
âI donât know when Iâll get another moment like this,â Ayumu said, her voice trembling despite herself.
He didnât say anything.
So she turned to him.
Looked him straight in the face. Her voice cracked.
âI love you.â
A beat.
Gojo blinked. His usual mask crackedâjust a fractionâbut enough. His smile softened, more real than it had been all day. âTook you long enough to say it out loud.â
Her breath hitched in her throat.
âYou knew?â she whispered.
âIâm the strongest,â he said softly. âBut Iâve always been weak to you.â
She stepped forward, rested her forehead gently against his chest. âPlease donât forget me⌠if she wins.â
Gojoâs arms wrapped around her without hesitation. âShe wonât. Not as long as I know who Iâm fighting to protect.â
Thenâ
A flicker.
Ayumu's body jerked slightly.
The color in her eyes rippled. Pink streaks reformed in her white hair. Piercings shimmered back into place.
A smile tugged at her lips.
âUgh, finally. I was getting bored,â Yamikaâs voice purred out of the same mouth, eyes now radiant and shifting like oil in sunlight.
Gojo didnât let go.
Yamika smirked lazily up at him. âAww. Did I interrupt a moment?â
He just smiled. âNope. You're just in time, Yume-chan.â
âThose poor boysâ
âShe deserves to be punished too.â
âIâm not saying I support rape, but-â
âSorry to say - she deserved it.â
âShe put herself in harmâs wayâ
âBut if she was fingered, then thatâs not rape.â
âShe ruined their lives.â
i need friends desperatly-no idea when ill post if i even do?
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