Current Mood:

i fucking hate when people look down on those with social anxiety like “oh that happens to everybody” “just do it you’ll be fine” no, it’s a legitimate disorder and a lot of people are inadvertently hurt by you brushing shit under the rug begone thot

hi! i've changed my major but i've also switched universities at the same time, so i'm not sure if my experience is relevant to what you're going through. nonetheless, let me know if you want to talk about it together! i know this can be a very difficult experience, and i hope that you will find peace, happiness, and success no matter how it turns out in the end <3

Thank you so much for answering and offering your help!

First of all the current situation: I'm starting my third semester in Medical Engineering next month in a town very far from my hometown. I'm not a very social person and the only friend I had in this town decided to move away a few months ago. I think the main reason why I want to change is because I'm lonely and homesick, I miss my old friends who all study in the same area.

At the same time I've always been torn between studying biology or engineering and now I'm thinking biology might be a better fit. That would also allow me to move back home.

It's not that I don't like engineering, I enjoy maths and I would definitely be able to finish this degree with good grades.

I'd love to talk to you about this, about what made you change and when you knew it would be the right decision

It has come to my attention that drinking an average of five coffees a day is not considered normal/healthy. I also am starting to think that my permanent headaches may be caused by caffeine withdrawals when I don’t meet my coffee average.

I did a quick doodle during my math class, look at this cute little dragon 💕

Anyways, I‘m skipping my physics lecture today in order to get some other things done before going to work. So not ✨academia✨of me

Enjoying the days before exam season starts

Hi! I see you got Olivia tickets, congrats!! In 2 hours I will be going through the ticket process and was wondering if you had any answers to what I asked in this post: https://www.tumblr.com/brutal-out-here/729181624875565056/questions-for-those-who-were-able-to-get-guts-tour

I’m from Germany, so I don’t know how much I can help you, but I’m willing to try.

The cheapest option was 90€, the most expensive ones went up to 200€+ (those were like VIP tickets I think)

The time limit was 15 minutes but I assure you that will be enough time, once you’re on the site and choose your ticket.

I think it’s smoother than the process for the eras tour, but the site did not work perfectly. I wanted the cheapest ticket option and the first two or three times I was told they weren’t available, I just kept trying and it kind of just worked? So if the ticket portal tells you something is not available right now I would advise you to try for it again several times.

I hope this helps, best of luck getting tickets for her tour 💜

It‘s kind of hard to romanticize studying during a long train ride, when the train conductor thinks you’re in the middle of a heat wave and leaves the AC running. ✨Only my tablet’s overworked lithium battery keeps me from slowly freezing to death. ✨

My plan to digitalize my notes on my iPad didn't happen today, since the Apple Pencil I bought on eBay is not working at all. Like -this thing is clinically dead. Also I had to move to the living room, since my boyfriend typing on his keyboard is currently the most annoying sound in the world to me. Needless to say, I didn't start my study session in a good mood.

But: I did what any sane person would do and made myself a macchiato and a bowl filled with sweets.

It's a beautiful day outside and I already feel a bit better, now that I've actually started.

Black Cat appreciation post

🖤We named the black stray cat that visits our garden from time to time Edgar 💙