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This! This is actually so important and we often overlook it and puss ourselves over our limits, which isn't bad overall, but dumb if we aren't careful
Self-care isn't selfish; it's necessary. Take the time to prioritize your well-being.
so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.
in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.
i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.
AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.
have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) 🌧🤍
probably will finish in the margins by ferrante today.
i need to choose another but it's hard when you have many clarice books in your shelf and not think about picking one up.
i'm not doing ok since my birthday (feb 16th). it's raining a bit these days, so it makes my days better. thank god nature. 🌧🤍
also, it's time for restart studying: manifesting.
I have homework but I think I might just go back to bed
In lab, doing EEG, being experienced :)
For music: I'm Back
{Ladin}
stuDYING for social psychology, day and night...
{Çınar}
36/100 days of productivity: I do eat out of lunch time, let's pretend it's because studying makes me hungry. However these are only fruits after all.
I will succeed. Not immediately. But definitely.
Day 15🧡
March 5th 2021
Consistency will take you there:)
Keep grinding🦹
Does anyone have experience with changing their major? I’m going through an existential crisis and could really use someone to ask some questions about this
Trying to escape reality by reading 7 fantasy books within the last four weeks, also went to a hotpot restaurant with friends. I’m poor now, reality still sucks, but at least autumn’s coming 🦇🕸️
Talked to a friend with major depression and anxiety who is currently in treatment about what we consider as normal thoughts and apparently most healthy people don’t think they are a total failure? They don’t panic when talking to their classmates?
Sounds made up, but okay 🤷🏻♀️
Is it alarming, that for three years straight my most played song on Spotify has been "Reasons not to die" by Ryn Weaver? Should I be worried about my music taste? How on earth can I still listen to this song? Why do I never get sick of it?
The longer I look at the illustration my materials science professor put in his PowerPoint, the more convinced I am, that he secretly hates students and is actively trying to sabotage us
Or he has grown fond of us over the last year and he just wants to see our faces again next semester
Enjoying the days before exam season starts
Do you ever feel like it was way easier to find friends, when you were younger? I don’t know what happened, but somehow between the age of 13 and now, I lost most of my social skills. I get really bad anxiety when talking to strangers and now I only have one friend at Uni and she’s skipping classes pretty often so I don’t know if she’ll pass the exams. All of my close friends live far away, I’m scared of being lonely.
Well, at least I have the neighborhood cats, that’s step one of my 15-year-plan to become a crazy cat lad 🩵🤍
Obsessed with this song lately
Madly in love with my newest IKEA purchase and the neighbor‘s cat Timmy (even though he constantly tries to break into our apartment -a criminal, but a cute one)
Also I’m already 🌼stressed🌼 about my exams
if academia ever makes you feel like you're not good or smart enough . . . it's not you, it's academia.
-Ali Hazelwood
#Whatwouldmariedo, if she had to take a math test on Wednesday about a, b and c, but in her math lecture they’ve only ever talked about subject a and b and will certainly not cover subject c before next week, so she is not sure, how to solve problems involving subject c
Current mood:
✨ staring at my mechanics assignment humming Adam Lambert’s „Whataya want from me“ ✨
Please send help 🙃
It has come to my attention that drinking an average of five coffees a day is not considered normal/healthy. I also am starting to think that my permanent headaches may be caused by caffeine withdrawals when I don’t meet my coffee average.
I did a quick doodle during my math class, look at this cute little dragon 💕
Anyways, I‘m skipping my physics lecture today in order to get some other things done before going to work. So not ✨academia✨of me
Absolutely no studying today.
Sometimes one just needs to take a break and visit places they’ve been at a thousand times before. It’s a special kind of comfort.
Today’s soundtrack ✨
Went to a beautiful café in my hometown today with one of my best friends 💕 I also decided to start playing the piano more frequently again and bought the Bridgerton Song book, since I prefer modern piano covers
Train rides and physics 🌻
It‘s kind of hard to romanticize studying during a long train ride, when the train conductor thinks you’re in the middle of a heat wave and leaves the AC running. ✨Only my tablet’s overworked lithium battery keeps me from slowly freezing to death. ✨
My plan to digitalize my notes on my iPad didn't happen today, since the Apple Pencil I bought on eBay is not working at all. Like -this thing is clinically dead. Also I had to move to the living room, since my boyfriend typing on his keyboard is currently the most annoying sound in the world to me. Needless to say, I didn't start my study session in a good mood.
But: I did what any sane person would do and made myself a macchiato and a bowl filled with sweets.
It's a beautiful day outside and I already feel a bit better, now that I've actually started.
Day 1
Assignment: Classwork of Vector Calculus
[11.32 am]I have ODE lab viva soon and I am terrified but hopefully, it will be over soon. I have given myself the task of completing 20 problems of vector calculus.
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[3.20 pm] I did start but there has been a dip in my motivation.So I guess I will just take a nice bath, cook some snacks for myself and my parents and then sit and study again.
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[9.45 pm] I am done for the day.Today I did some problems on vector calculus.I don't know why but I felt tired in the evening and just could not sit and solve stuff so I did not force myself.There is some kind of peace in calculating the angle between two very complex surfaces don't you think? Only if I had more energy to go through it.But now I remember also loving the concept of directional derivative.It is not done yet so gotta continue tomorrow.
222 days left to go..