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Lost 2 lbs since yesterday. Idk how that happened 😕 must be water weight. But hey, 2lbs is 2 lbs!
If any of you likes to use this kind of stuff, I made a calorie tracker for this year's April 💞
So if you're currently in recovery, you'll be able to see your progress (remember that forcing yourself is not good. Take it one step at a time)
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.
So this is my one meal for OMAD including fries, how many cals does this seem like? Like an estimate. The place doesn’t have cals listed. (Which I think should be mandatory for all restaurants but whatever.)
Ignore the photo but there’s about 6 mini sandwiches all this size, each with the ingredients I listed above.
I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?
liquid calories need to die.
I know maintaining is better than gaining, but I just feel so stuck. May the honeymoon phase find me again. ❤️🩹😔
I’m like super fat, but would y’all mind if I started doing body checks?
I’m down two pounds in the last two days. ❤️❤️❤️🕯️
OF COURSE I GET MY PERIOD ON MY WEIGH IN DAY, JUST MY LUCK.
MY FUCKING SCALE ISN’T WORKING I’M GOING TO CRASH OUT.
Throwing myself into drawing so I don’t binge. (I’m on hour 16 of a 24 hour liquid fast.)
I hate when my 3d ruins fun moments with my family. I was genuinely enjoying myself, and my mom made hot chocolate and I couldn’t stop thinking abt the cals, and I felt so bad after.
Ana/Mia/Sh Blog! (Block don’t report.)
You can call me Minny!
Stats+Fun Facts under the cut.
Teen, Girl, Lesbian.
Height :5’10
SW/HW: 255lbs
CW:240lbs
GW1:195lbs
GW2:170lbs
GW3:145lbs
UGW:120lbs (And lower)
(Fun facts: I’m Mexican, I LOVE comic books and superheroes. (X-Men And Batman are my favorites.) My shows include, X-Men 97’, Batman the Animated series, X-Men the Animated series and Breaking bad, along with Black Sails.
DNI- If you’re a minor DNI blog, I am a minor. Or if you are here to spread hate of any kind to anyone.
Have a good day lovelies. <3
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~ Vent ~
Something I keep thinking about is that my childhood friend told me ~4 months ago that she couldn’t imagine me skinny after she saw how different the pantry was at my parents house. Which is valid for her life experience with me, and great motivation, but wtf…. I’m kind of scared to meet up with her again after I lose more weight. I don’t want her to say anything else about my body.. and she’s one of the luckiest people on earth because she grew up SKINNY, and literally just because of genetics. Her whole family is thin.. lucky mfs lol -but we used to hang out frequently and we’d both eat a lot growing up, and she still does. The last time I hung out with her, she got a honey bun from a convenience store after she ate a sausage the length of a paper plate, and a slice of chocolate cake like 30mins-1 hour before… It’s possible she has some mental stuff going on as well because of struggling to gain weight, but to make such a comment about another person isn’t very mindful. My brain is kind of taking it as “I can’t imagine you being a healthy weight”. - not that I wanna be lol - but sis basically said that without actually saying it.. She knows I grew up FAT AF, a damn boulder, so I’m just struggling to understand how she could say that. In most cases, a persons health is the most important thing, and what she said really makes me feels like she wants me to stay big subconsciously. But, she picked the word skinny and not healthy, so maybe I’m just thinking too much into it lol.. Either way though, it’s still motivating me to do better so ultimately it doesn’t matter, but it does make me anxious about my relationship with her; and the pantry is so different now too compared to what it was the last time she saw it. So actually, I am very scared of her coming over lol.. and I don’t like that I feel that way, I love her a lot. I’m just not as comfortable around her now :c
winter photos
I’m officially going back to my college dorm this Saturday so you know what that means, fasting without my family pressuring me to eat every chance they get!
ngl I really was glad that I could visit my family for a while school way getting to be too much for me during finals so this was a great time to reset.