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I was watching an asmr video where the whole point was that what he said was weird and nonsensical to sort of lull your mind and then he just said “This is a sock, it keeps your feet moist” and I feel like that phrase cornered me in a rainy allyway in mid 1930s America while wearing a trench coat and fedora, beat me within an inch of consciousness, stole my wallet and then threw me over the tracks of a freight train
Hello all.
My name is Benjamin and some of you may know me from my Youtube content as BoxerASMR. I've been unemployed since mid-January following an emergency surgery I needed to have over the holidays. Since then, finding work has been... less than productive. My bills have been paid since then but every month, making those ends meet is getting harder and harder until now... I'm simply not able to make it on my own.
So, here I am, trying to reach out to subscribers, frequent channel visitors and new faces alike for their support in a very trying time in my life. Even if the placed goal isn't met, every dollar, every penny, will go towards getting me back on my feet and will be very much appreciated as I start to put my life back together.
I don't like asking for help. It isn't something I do often but... sometimes, we all need a little assistance and I'm simply grateful there is a platform at all where I can tell this little story. Thank you for reading and all the support of my subscribers up to this point.
Sincerely,
Benjamin
i can not describe the rage i feel every time an add cuts off my asmr i will start swinging i fought a gramarly programmer in the parking lot of my SAT testing site
(((UωU` *)(* ´UωU)))
hi everyone, i wanna just make a note to share soundgasm links that i find here :3
Website : Soundgasm.com
Website : Patreon.com
(for this you will need to include a creators name such as "Professor cal soundgasm")
Website : Search Soundgasm - https://www.flaru.com/en/soundgasm.net/
(here you are able to search and find more specific audios which come from soundgasm)
Green - Creators | Red - Audios
SOUNDGASM :
Professor Cal : https://soundgasm.net/u/ProfessorCal_
Rum n coke : https://www.rumncokeva.com/audio-list
9lives : https://soundgasm.net/u/99_99asmr
Badjhur : https://soundgasm.net/u/Badjhur
NSFW : https://soundgasm.net/u/BigigBogog/M4F-Fucking-you-to-sleep
NSFW : https://soundgasm.net/u/Badjhur/M4F-I-Dont-Want-You-to-Think
NSFW : https://soundgasm.net/u/MSY_Audios/M4F-You-Are-Daddys-Perfect-Girl-DDLG-Good-Girl-Grinding-Cockwarming-Sitting-In-Lap-Whispering-Love-Making-Soft-to-Rough-Keeping-Quiet-But-Failing-CreampieBreeding-L-Bombs
NSFW : https://soundgasm.net/u/Rum_N-Coke/M4F-Daddy-Gives-You-All-His-Cum-DDLG-Gentle-Mdom-all-the-Cum-Play-Cum-Fetish-lots-of-Good-Girl-Sweet-Girl-Princess-Praise-light-Degradation-Begging-Blowjob-Swallowing-Covered-in-Cum-Nipple-Play-Cum-Covered-Fucking
PATREON :
• lxvesicck : http://patreon.com/Ixvesicck
do yall think he used to listen to all might asmr 😭😭😭😭 like nothing weird OBVIOUSLY. just like those comfort rp ones or ppl cosplayinf all might and tapping shit.. idk maybe this is an odd take but i can see a vision... (if he did he'd prob choose a rp one where hes all mights sidekick or smth and all might is bandaging him up after being hurt on a mission) idk smth stupid LOL😭 anyway thats all sorry if this was cringe.. heh
Okay so, I made a FNF fanart and a Yuurivoice Fanart mixed into one! Hopefully you like it ^^ Seth and Alphonse belong to their rightful owners, I only owe my OC Marine
BF is Marine
GF is Alphonse
Pico is Seth
When you work on a piece of art for 2 hours and like and behold....
Turns out shit
I listen to yagami yato comfort audio now
TW: IMPLIED DEATH, SCREAMING^
No art for today. But here, have some memes I made, I think that’s fine to post on my art account?
I actually love Reggie’s design and the artsyle, don’t take it the wrong way! But his squinting eyes impulsively reminds me of Trump...
Reminder that Jughead plays Zelda
ASMR Boyfriend Fights Toaster And LOSES [m4f] [yandere] [asmr]
This isn't getting the recognition it deserves so watch it, it's worth every damn second.
To the people that watch asmr videos, when do you like to watch it most?
Personally, I like it at night, maybe around 8:00-10:00. I recently (recently meaning 10 minutes before I started writing this) figured out that I like watching it when I'm in a zoom class.
Teacher: Okay virtual people, if you want to turn off your cameras while you work, you may.
Me: Okay, should I watch Fredsvoice or should I watch Todoroki comfort asmr? 🤔
- Ilyian tries to help everyone sleep but gets fucking tackled by SB every time he tries
- I imagine Ilyian with a giant blonde Afro, like giant, like reaches his knees & takes up most of his silhouette giant so he has a comically large bonnet for it
- Ilyian never seems to be fully rested, like he's never quite 100% even if he's slept 8 hours, or slept more than that he's just always a little tired (he has very cute yawns)
- Ilyian is really cuddly, like he's will curl into you and hold you close to him. He will be the reason you don't want to get out of bed in the morning
- Samiel has a long night routine to match his even longer morning one. Like he puts rollers in his hair, does a face mask, does thoese eye thingys, puts a fuck ton of oils on his face, and probably even more than that! This man is a diva!!!!
- Samiel is also quite cuddly but more in the he won't let you go if you have to get up for water in the middle of the night type of way. You won't get out of bed in the morning not because you want to stay in bed but because Samiel won't let you!
- Micheal is the pillow, like this man is giant of course he is!
- Micheal is a heavy sleeper, like heavy, he'd sleep through a battle if Ilyian wasn't such a light sleeper and woke him up
- Micheal naturally rises with the Sun
- while Samiel wakes up just before the Sun not because he wants to but because it's that or wake up with the bright Sun blaring in his eyes
- SB has a night routine that's mainly just him curling every single one of his curls perfectly, like he does it all evenly and theres like 10 lose hairs tops, no one knows how he does it
- SB is a late riser, he enjoys being woken up by the sunlight shining in his eyes
- Custodian somehow manages to be awake before Samiel, like you'll get out of bed expecting to be the only one awake but The Custodian is just over there making tea
- Custodian is a light sleeper not because they want to be but because when they were taking care of lil Sammy & Zazzy they had to wake up at like 3am to comfort them or deal with the "Custodian.. We threw up..", basically motherly instincts
- Zazriel doesn't sleep.
- fr tho i don't think he sleeps after his ascension but before it he'd be up at some odd hour of the night reading with a flash light (or lantern? I don't think they have flashlights in the DPCU-)
…this just sounds like asmr.
Mind control that doesn't dominate your thoughts, it just... is your thoughts. Perfectly rewriting your will and everything it embodies. Not a single trace of resistance because this is just what you want. Why would you resist your own thoughts? Why would you disagree with your own motivations, your own desires?
Mind control that doesn't shatter once it's done, it just disappears. You don't snap back into awareness. You barely even notice. You just continue as if nothing ever happened. Maybe one moment you look back and you frown, because thinking on it, you remember when you happily followed that person out of town, and you remember what you did, you remember wanting to... but that's crazy. Why did you think that was okay? Why did you want to do that?
Or maybe you were under this mind control for so long that even once it's over you look back and say, "Oh, of course I did that." As far as you're concerned you've always held the beliefs you do now. You've always wanted to do these things. You don't remember why, but you've never had to think of why, and it doesn't matter anyway when you've always been so confident that you're right. It isn't until you're challenged on it all and reminded that you never used to be like this, that you were different before, that something has changed that you finally falter. And you try to think of where this all started, try to figure out why things changed -- and all you can really remember is an entrancing pair of eyes, and a gentle suggestion, and then your own mouth responding, "That's a great idea. Let's go."
And suddenly, you realise that you have no idea how much of what you are, what you were, and what you believed you always have been is just a lie. You don't know whether any thought you have now is really yours or just another preciously placed prompt. You don't trust your impulses, you don't trust your desires, you definitely don't trust your judgement.
You don't trust yourself. And you never can again.
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