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6 years ago
It's Terrifying, Isn't It? That Even Love Isn't Always Enough. ๐Ÿ˜ž

It's terrifying, isn't it? That even love isn't always enough. ๐Ÿ˜ž


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8 months ago
Dirty Bath Water

Dirty Bath Water

Laying in the bathtub trying to forget what I can't change. The sins of yesterday still taint what's supposed to be cleansing me.

Soaking, I wonder if tomorrow will be better, if tomorrow will be different.

Maybe tomorrow I'll be cleaner.

The bubbles are made of your choices, & your desires are the soap that slides along my scarred & tired body.

Tonight. I lay in the swirling bath of the life you've poured for us.

I try to wash away your sins, scrubbing harder so that somehow I may leave room for the potential I know you have.

Maybe tomorrow I'll be cleaner.

I dream of days where the bubbles may pop & fill the air with wonder, & the soap may be sensual instead of some kind of cleansing ritual.

Scrubbing scrubbing, scrub a little harder, scrub a little longer:

Maybe if you can't change, I'll become someone new.

Tonight, I wash you off of me, watching as our lives swirl down the drain. The stain of your lies rings the rim of my tub like maybe they're stuck here instead of to me this time. If I make this water deeper, will I still feel so blue?

Maybe tomorrow I'll be cleaner; maybe I'll be someone new.

-kalika

Dirty Bath Water (spoken word)
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Laying in the bathtub trying to forget what I canโ€™t change. The sins of yesterday still taint whatโ€™s supposed to be cleansing me. Soaking,

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