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Does it like make sense that I can feel myself so much it in Laios. It’s hard to describe but he’s like one of two times ever I’ve been able to feel like someone or something or an idea could portray how I feel so vividly.
A disconnect with my parents, it being hard to like show my happiness, how hard it is to find motivation to do anything, just everything.
Like several times now I’ve found myself finding my only comfort in situations in kinda just living my life by thinking. “What would he do?”
He’s like the only time I’ve felt so similar to someone, but he’s not real. So every time I think about it I feel so silly.
I’m a human being not a character on a page, or I like to think I am most days I can’t even tell how I feel about being in my own skin.
And honestly right now I’m just speaking into the void cause I’m scared I’d annoy or just come off as weird to anyone else.
This manga means so much to me, but I feel so silly and dumb and weird Ughhhhhhhhhh