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[ â˝ ] ââ â in which you begin to think jamil doesnât like your touchy affection and decide itâs best to stop. little do you know that jamil yearns for it
[ â˝ ] ââ â jamil x gender neutral reader
[ â˝ ] ââ â warnings ,, none. itâs all just fluff and a bit of confusion
[ â˝ ] ââ â hello !! another jamil request <33 they requested for an affectionate mc who doesnât think jamil enjoys their physical affection , so they cease to give it , not realizing that he thrives from it.
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notes: Male!mc x the various vice dorm leaders. Iâm gonna add only the official vice-dorm leaders (no Ruggie, sorry) and I couldnât write lilia either⌠I donât feel like I know the character enoughâŚsorry
prompt: when the vice dorm leaders found out that MC has angel-like wings after heâs been injured lightly (TW alert) by their dorm fellows
He was walking to his dorm âcause Riddle called for him when he saw you in the roses garden, covered in red paint to the ground and two boys laughing
He went in protective big bro mode and scolded the two, sending them to meet Riddle and face their punishment for such thing
only after he realized that you were covered by something, its texture was almost completely invisible thanks to the thick red paint
Trying to move the thing, Trey realized that the thing wasnât something like a jacked that you used for covering- Those things were "âgluedââ to you body...and were feathered-
after two second of staring he understood that those were wings- but it wasnât a deal at the moment! the red paint spilled on your hair and uniform as well.
not noticing that you were awake, he picked you up bridal-style and just carried you to ramshackle dorm
the moment he picked you up you started panic, in fear that he might not like you anymore or just as well think that you are some kind of strange beast to hate...stupid though? yeah, but you didnât think of it at the moment!
you just excused yourself, asking him not to tell anyone as he left you on your bed.
he smiled softly, saying that there was no need to worry as he left a kiss on your forehead and left for you to proper rest and shower
the next day you invited him at your dorm and gave him a feather that fell in the night as a gift
he chuckled and gave you your favorite flavored cake! baked by him, of course
you ate the cake, cuddle and fell asleep right next to him as he caressed your head gently
Mostro lounge was closing after a very busy night, and Jade was cleaning the last tables, when he found you, asleep on a table
then he noticed two boys mocking you, saying some strange things and playing with something that were attacked to your back...wings?!
he rushed behind the two boys, putting a hand on his chest, eyes closed and bright creepy smile
âIâm sorry gentlemen, but weâve already closed and I need you to help me clean the tables, so go to work ok?â
the two felt shivers down their spines as the tall boy talked and ran to go their chores.
later, Jade asked Floyd to take care of them :>
Jade held you in his arms as he made is way to the infirmary; one of the boys left your wings fall to the ground, and he wanted to assure that you were alright
As you woke up you found Jade standing by the bed, making sure that you were alright
you looked at him, a glimmer of admiration in your eyes: he just commanded the boys to go away and they ran! You probably neither would or could do that to someone...he was just so strongwilled!
you clang up to him as a thank you and left a kiss on his cheek, which became rosy after some seconds
you chuckled as the boy touched his cheek, as for making sure that it was there
After the little moment of unbelieving, he smiled at you: a warm, soft smile of his, as he asked if he could touch your wings, as he was curious about them
you smiled and nodded. He caressed them as soft as he could, praising you for your wingsâs feathers softness
in the end he smiled, kissed your cheek as he greeted you and walk away, since Floyd was calling.
You were just SO flustrated that you hid yourself in the wings
when Jade returned, he giggled at that pleasant sight
Jamil just escaped Kalimâs attentions and was going to a room in the back of the dorm where he uses to practice break dance, When he saw you, trying to...pull sand out of your wings?!
He stayed there, at the door, with wide-opened eyes. He wasnât disgusted or anything. Just surprised
Once you noticed him approching, you started to panic. Two boys from scarabia pulled you in the hot sand of the outstanding desert, mocking you all morning.
When jamil saw you with fear in your eyes as you closed your wings like a shield he felt horrible. You feared hum...? but why?? Was he this terrifing-looking?!
âyo-chill-â he tried to say as he kneeled in front of you, sitting with crossed legs. â you...you ok? youâre injured or something?? I see that your wings have some little burns..can i assist you in some way? maybe medicating?? mh?â
âp-please just be careful..theyâre very fragile...â you mumbled as you relaxed your wings for Jamil to take them in his hands
he was actually really tender as he medicated the wings, caressing them as an attempt to make you relax as well. He never meant no harm... especially after the overblot accident, everyone tended to avoid him even more.Â
â ok..should be okâ he spoke after some minutes
you opened your wings, which were double your body, big and pearled-looking. You looked like a mighty god who just ascended on earth to estirp all evils
thatâs what Jamil thought. a âoh mighty sevenâ escaped his lips as he watched you strech.
you looked flattered at him, smiling tenderly. â something wrong?â
he blushed the moment you made him realize that he said those words out loud, looked the other way but didnât get up. He somehow liked staying under your shadow. It was comforting, for once.
You smiled and hugged him, kissing his cheek with a âthank you, Jamil!â As you got up.
he pressed his hand on his cheek as he watched you protect your tiny waist with your wings and made them invisible
Rook was going around in the forest just as always, hunting down little animals and such. Thatâs what he always did in his spare time other than going around stalking peopleÂ
He felt something move. Something leaned against a tree. He smirked and squat-walked to the place the rumor came from
You didnât notice him at first. You got into a fight because a bloke mocked Epel. They pulled you against a wall and your wing got hurt
âOh dearâŚâ Rook let out the words flow in surprise. You squeaked in fear and tried to run away, but he catched you by the wrist and made you seat. You could hear your heart in your ears because of how fast and loud it was.Â
You were sure he was going to kill you or somethingâŚhe was a hunter after all. It didnât matter that he was your crush and he was still very handsome in your eyes, he couldâve been a threat! You squeezed your eyes close, ready for a shot or something.
But that shot never arrived. You instead felt very soft caresses on your feathers. You opened your eyes to see Rook looking at you in worryÂ
âmon petit ange, what happened?â, he said, starting to caress your face as well. His face without a fox-like smile was indeed a rare view. â oh, itâs nothingâ you tried to say, but he didnât left your wrist free. He had such a firm grip it almost felt like having a handcuff or something like that
âyour wing is broken. Donât try to fake to be ok, I notice when somethingâs offâ. He kept cupping your cheek with his hand, caressing it with his thumb, which arrived almost on your eye. You looked down, âif I admit it youâll hurt those people, and I donât think itâs necessaryâ
He smiled lovingly, âoh, mon petit ange..â he kissed your forehead, making you cheeks heat up, before picking you up bridal style and bringing you back to your room, where he patched up your wings and spent a lot of time with you
He told you about his family, how (headcanon!) he had a lot of older siblings and thought that they would like you a lot
â thank youâŚâ you whispered. You both were on your bed with your shoulders touching. âNo need to thank me, mon petit angeâ he said as he  took your hand in his, kissing it lightly
Worry not tho, he will make the lives of those who hurt you a living hell <3
 I hope you enjoyed! bye!
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Warnings: Najma and Kalim are wingmen, Jamil insults you Darcy-style (he doesnât mean it <3 ), P&P-level angst, descriptions of being extremely high in the air (magic carpet ride <3 )
Notes: ngl i became a jamil stan while writing this fic
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Kalim was being quiet, Jamil thought as he glanced at the clock. Too quiet.
It was late evening, and usually around this time Kalim would be knocking on Jamilâs dorm room asking for him to cook something. Or for homework help. Or to plan a party. Or all three, plus something else. Usually, Jamil couldnât go more than half an hour without Kalim coming around, but this evening had been oddly peaceful, so something had to be afoot.
He pushed away from his desk and headed down the hall to the dorm leaderâs room, pressing an ear against his door. Good, heâs in the room. Judging by Kalimâs voice, he wasnât in immediate danger. Good, good. Still, he should just make sure. He rapped his knuckles against the door and walked in without waiting, âKalim, I came to check-â
He stopped in shock, eyes widening and a frown forming. Kalim was on his stomach on his bed video chatting with someone on his phone, legs kicking in the air cheerfully. That was all fine, except-
âNajma?!â Jamil screeched, diving to Kalim to get a better look. âWhy are you calling Kalim?!â
âDude, calm down,â Najma deadpanned. Kalim grinned, âyeah, itâs all fine Jamil! We were just talking about you actually-â
âWhat?!â Jamil wrenched the phone from Kalim, and dodged his hands. âNajma! You should be doing your homework not talking to Kalim-â
âJamil can you relax?â Najma drawled, leaning back on her bed. âI just called Kalim to see if you were actually doing your job.â Not really, it was to make sure Jamil wasnât overstressing himself. Clearly he was. She suddenly smirked, and changed the topic. âKalim said you were close to that (name) person you brought to the Yasamina Silk festival. They seemed cool, but now they seem great.â
Jamil was indignant. âDonât listen to him Najma. And Kalim! You-!â Jamil turned to glare at him, then immediately calmed his voice and face. âYou should eat something, itâs getting late.â Kalimâs eyes widened and he looked at the time, âyouâre right! We should see if the rest of the dorm is hungry too! We could all have dinner together!â He dashed out of the room without waiting for Jamil, who sighed and turned back to Kalimâs phone. âIâd better go after him, take care of yourself, Najma.â âOkay, bye~â
Najma sighed and slumped against her bed. Jamil seems to really like this (name), and they seemed pretty nice when we met. Not to mention, Jamil seemed happy they were there⌠itâd be nice for him to loosen up too. In the very few times heâd spoken about you to her, he seemed⌠almost cheerful. Very unlike the high-strung, perfectionist brother she knew. Even though Jamil was still her older brother, she still worried about him a little bit. Itâd be nice if he had someone to loosen him up, who he genuinely liked.
She thought back to the festival, where you and Jamil shared a melon with one another. Sure, you may have not known that one Scalding Sands legend, where if you shared that melon with someone, your friendship (or romance!) would last forever. Or maybe you did know.
Either way, she knew her brother well enough that he wouldnât slip up with splitting the melon like that. He may not believe in superstition, but a Scalding Sands legend was still a legend.
She thought for a bit, and then smirked and picked up her phone. Oh yeah. Itâs all coming together. She just needed to get Kalim on board now.
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Jamil was staring at you again.
It was out of the corner of his eye, and he kept looking away, but you just knew. Because heâd been doing it for the past few months, ever since the Scalding Sands event youâd crashed with Grim.
Granted, you were surprised he even let you go with him and Kalim, given how annoyed he looked at the extra guests (between you two, Trey, Cater, and Malleus, it was an unforgettable trip indeed). And you and Jamil sort of reached a⌠truce, of sorts, after his overblot.
You didnât know how you felt ever since heâd basically imprisoned you and Grim in Scarabia, and all the things heâd said about you. Sure, after all of that went down, you were pissed and a little hurt. Youâd thought that youâd made a friend in a new dorm, (two, counting Kalim, who really was your friend) but instead he was just using you. And now, the two of you were in a strange stalemate, and surprisingly, saw each other somewhat often.
While running odd errands for Crowley, sometimes you passed by the gym. Youâd see Ace and Floyd, and also Jamil playing basketball, and invariably Jamil would become distracted. Floyd even loudly complained about that when a stray shot from Jamil hit him in the head. Then, at some point heâd offered to tutor you in Alchemy, saying that Kalim needed help too, so heâd just be getting two birds with one stone. And then Kalim would throw parties practically every fortnight and sic Jamil on your tail, begging you to come.
You supposed Kalim felt extremely grateful for helping him understand Jamil, but frankly you wanted to be left in peace. Still, when you did accept Kalimâs invitation, you sort of⌠enjoyed the small talk you made with Jamil, commenting on his cooking and sometimes helping him in the kitchen to get away from the crowds. At some point, the two of you even began meeting up to just⌠vibe.
Sometimes youâd meet with him in the kitchens, watching him cook while you did your homework, and occasionally cook with him. At some point, youâd take over from him and cook in his place, just to give the poor guy a break. This wasnât something you took lightly, given how overprotective Jamil was over Kalim - the two of you reached a nice⌠whatever it was.
Still, you felt like he was uneasy around you. Why else would he keep staring at you, hovering over you, and ask you pointed questions? One moment heâd be more lax around you, chatting and bantering, and the next heâd be⌠venomous. It wasnât like you could tell anyone about his overblot. You technically didnât exist in this universe, anyway, so his secret was safe with you.
You heard a knock coming from the Ramshackle front door, and went to open it. In front of you stood Kalim and Jamil. Wait, no⌠sat.
They were both seated on Kalimâs flying carpet, the Housewarden beaming at you while Jamil looked tired and a bit peeved. âHey, (name)!â The carpet waved its tassels at you. âHey guys, Iâm fine, but⌠why are you here?â Kalim grinned sunnily at you, âwe wanted to see you! You should take a break and walk with us!â You glanced at Jamil, who was a little quiet, looking at you intently.
âI canât, IâmâŚâ you failed to think of an excuse, kicking yourself mentally, ââŚalright, sure.â Ugh, why did you agree?
Kalim cheered, and the three of you went along the path outside of Ramshackle. Kalim insisted that Jamil stayed on the carpet, even after he suggested he walk with you. â(Name), you should sit with us!â He smiled at you, something mischievous in his eyes. Thatâs a little⌠odd? Although it was Kalim after all. He did have some impulsive tendencies.
You gently took Jamilâs hand, surprised heâd even offered to help you up, and sat carefully on the carpet. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Jamil flex the hand he held yours with. You scoffed, âdude, I donât have rabies or anything. Youâre not infected with my hand.â Jamil frowned and opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Kalim jumped off the carpet. âNow, remember what we talked about! Go, carpet!â
Immediately, the carpet lurched forward. âKalim, what did you do?!â Jamil gasped as the carpet began rising higher and faster. Your eyes widened and you instinctively grabbed the front of the carpet, âKALIM! Jamil stop the-!â You were cut off as the carpet zoomed up into the sky, leaving no trace except your shrieks and Jamilâs shouts. Nonetheless, Kalim smiled proudly at his handiwork, now Jamil and the Prefect can have some quality time together! Pleased, he pulled out his phone.
Kalim: its done! Jamil and (name) are in a whole new world of love now!!!!!!! \^o^/
On the other end of the chat, Najma grinned, and texted back:
Najma: YESSSSSSSS all according to plan >:)
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You had been through a lot when you first arrived to NRC. Between living in Ramshackle, fighting overblots, dodging Floyds and Rooks, and shouldering Crowleyâs responsibilities, youâve dealt with your fair share of wildness.
But this? This was new.
You screamed as the carpet seemed to lurch higher and higher into the air, gripping the front of it for dear life. Your stomach flip-flopped wildly, and you tried to not projectile vomit in mid-air. The air rushed past your ears, cold and practically ripping through your skin. You could barely hear anything over the sound of wind, let alone Jamil yelling beside you.
At last, the carpet settled, and you felt extremely lightheaded. Your brain was static at this point, and you moved to lean on both hands when Jamil grabbed your wrist. âDo not look down.â
Well damn, you canât tell me what to do, Jamil. That made you immediately look over the edge, and you regretted it instantly. The school was barely larger than a postage stamp, and you could practically see the borders of Sageâs Island with how high up you were. It was chilly too - you both were surrounded by clouds, and it was darker than youâd thought. It was probably about to rain - not that youâd know, being above the damn rainclouds.
Beside you, Jamil was beyond exasperated. If he seemed tense before, now he was just pissed. His hand on your wrist tightened, and he leaned closer to you. âDonât. Look down.â His eyes flashed angrily at you, and you withered under his gaze, gripping the carpet tighter. He turned his eyes to your hands, gently putting his hands over yours.
âLook, Iâll steer the carpet downward, but you need to follow my lead.â He made you look at him. His dark eyes held your gaze, and for a moment you really did feel like you were in the clouds. That the world was just you and Jamil, high above everything on this terrifying carpet ride.
âDo you trust me?â You saw his lips move, but it sounded far away, like he was speaking through water. Maybe it was the altitude messing with your head, but Jamil looked so focused on you. Youâd never seen him look at anything like this, so gently.
âDo you trust me?â Jamil tightened his hands over yours, and you were brought back to reality. You nodded, and he sighed. âGood. Weâre going to go forward.â Carefully, he tipped the carpet, and you took in a sharp breath when you went forward. The two of you inched downwards, and the school became larger and larger until finally you both touched down in Scarabia.
Jamil clasped your hand in his and lead you off the carpet, silent. He had a deep frown on his face, and his dark eyes were even stormier than the skies. He didnât get off the carpet with you, but clenched his hands after he helped you off. This was the second time itâs happened, he doesnât think you have cooties or something right?
âThanks, JamilâŚâ You looked at him, hoping heâd maybe lighten up a bit now that you were on the ground, but he refused to look at you, pinching the bridge of his nose in annoyance. âJust⌠stay here. Iâm going to put the carpet away, justâŚI donât need any more trouble.â As he walked away, you felt his words settle heavily in your gut. Iâm just trouble for him? Itâs not like I caused the carpet to go sky-highâŚ
Still, you sat on the luxurious couch in the Scarabia common room, and tried to relax. Surprisingly, it was quiet - it seemed that everyone had gone to bed. It was a nice change from Ramshackle, at least. You shut your eyes, beginning to feel tired. After a while, you groggily awoke to a mop of white hair and red eyes exclaiming at you.
â(Name)! What are you doing here?! What about Jamil?! I thought you were up in the sky on your magic carpet ride!â Kalim blabbered while you tried to get your bearings back. He seemed⌠worried? He put his hand to his chin, thinking. âWell, maybe I could find an empty room and put you both in it-â
âKalim.â The Housewarden immediately fell silent, spinning to Jamil with wide eyes, smiling at him. âJamil! Donât worry, we can still fix this!â Jamilâs frown deepened in confusion, âKalim, what are you-â âAnd the Prefect is still here!â Kalim pointed at you, and you went on alert as Jamil zeroed in on you, seemingly forgetting you were still here.
Kalim continued cheerfully, eyes steeling in happy-go-lucky determination. âAnd thereâs still time! You can get back out on the carpet, thereâs still stars out!â Jamil wrenched his eyes back to Kalim, mouth curling into a snarl and arms tensing. âKalim, what are you talking about?â
âTo confess!â
The silence was stifling. You stared wide-eyed at Jamil, who stared incredulously at Kalim, who still smiled innocently. Finally, Jamil seemed to temper himself and said through gritted teeth, âKalim, go back to your room.â
Kalim placed his hands on his hips, âno way! We still have to-â âKalim.â Even though you didnât know either of them as long as they knew each other, something in Jamilâs voice sapped Kalim of his energy. Kalimâs eyes widened, and after a moment, he left the room. You opened your mouth, but didnât know what to say.
You watched as Jamil sighed irritably, running a hand through his long bangs. You slouched on the Scarabia couch, watching him pace and huff to himself. What had you done to earn his annoyance? Heâs the one who basically kidnapped you on a flying rug. Surely he couldnât dislike you that much.
âKalim doesnât know what heâs talking about,â he said at last, and you frowned deeply. âWhat? Kalim isnât stupid, Jamil,â you said sharply, losing your patience, âand what in Sevenâs name is up with you?
âLook, youâre-â Jamil stopped, clearing his throat. He smoothed over his expression, face becoming the usual calm-and-composed Vice Housewarden that he always showed to the world, but not you. âNothing is wrong.â You finally snapped, exhausted and utterly spent, âwhat is going on? Youâve been acting weird with me ever since winter break!â Jamil grit his teeth, but you continued. âWhat is your deal, Jamil?! I thought we were friends! What have I done to make you hate me this much?!â
âYouâve been a thorn in my side since youâve come here!â Jamil yelled, stopping pacing in front of you. His chest heaved, and he had that angry-crazed look on his face he always got when exasperated. âYouâre too clever for your own good! And ever since myâŚâ he swallowed, starting to lose his momentum as he realized what he was saying, âlast winter, youâve shown yourself to be someoneâŚinteresting.â Finally, he seemed marginally calmer. âAnd⌠I donât think I couldâve dealt with all of this without you, even though youâre the last person who I thought could help.â
Your frown deepened. You opened your mouth to say something, but Jamil hurriedly continued, shutting his eyes. âLook, I know that I inconvenienced you, but⌠youâre always on my mind, when I should be thinking about attending Kalim. Youâre-â
âAlright, thatâs it.â You stood up from the couch, and walked off without sparing a glance. Jamil stopped, sputtering, and cried out âyouâre just going to leave?!â You spun on your heel, glaring at him. âYes! Iâm leaving so I donât cause a bigger mess!â Jamil shut up immediately, and you stalked to him, poking his chest hard. âYou have done nothing but insult me. What happened today, with the carpet, was not my fault. If anything, you made me into a thorn in your side.â He flinched, but you blazed on. He didnât get to hurt and belittle you.
âYou hurt the entire dorm with your overblot,â you seethed, âand you didn't inconvenience me. You imprisoned me and Grim in your little scheme. And I have tried to be nice to you since then, and I thought we were becoming friends, but you just seem to hate me every time you see me. So fine,â you backed off, throwing your hands up as you left, âIâm leaving, Jamil. Iâm leaving.â
Jamil didnât know how long he stood there after youâd left. The Scarabia common room seemed to get chillier as the night passed, but he couldnât find it in himself to go back to his dorm. At some point, he found himself on the couch drifting in and out of sleep, wondering why things were the way they were, and why he just couldnât be lucky. Before he closed his eyes, utterly defeated, his last thought was, I deserved that. But not them.
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The next few weeks passed without a hitch, although you were still brimming with dulled hurt every time you saw Jamil and Kalim.
Even though you had nothing against Kalim, Jamil always slunk behind him like a shadow, making you uncomfortable every time the sunny housewarden bounded up to you. Somehow, it felt like Kalim came up to you even more often than before. Youâd supposed that maybe Kalim was trying to mend things between you and Jamil, but while he had the best intentions, it was really up to Jamil. Still, you thought, you werenât exactly kind when you last⌠spoke to him.
Every time you spoke to Kalim, you tried to gently but firmly turn his invitations down. This time, he seemed adamant that you come to tonightâs party, basically begging you to attend.
âPlease, Prefect!â He grabbed your hand pleadingly, âitâll be fun! The Pop Music club will be playing, and Jamilâs cooking all your favorites-â
âKalim, letâs go.â You were jarred to hear Jamil speak up, and Kalim actually listen to him rather than brushing it off. Kalim looked at Jamil, who continued, âWe need to head back to the dorm and prepare. AndâŚâ Jamil avoided your eyes, âplease, donât trouble the Prefect.â
As the two of them left, you felt their absence weigh on you. It had been a while since youâd hung out with Jamil - so you took to cooking alone in Ramshackle or Heartslabyul, and tried studying by yourself. On nights when Scarabia was having a party, you tried to not think about when you and Jamil would hang out in the kitchen, or when you and Kalim would drag him out to the dance floor to loosen up. Still, your Friday nights were getting drearier by the week, even when you tried reading Prejudice and Pride to take your mind off it.
In the gym, the basketball club was in full swing, and Ace and Jamil chatted while passing the ball to each other. âYeah, sure, I can try to get them to come tonight,â Ace began dribbling the ball, then smirked at Jamil. âDidnât know you missed them so much though!â Jamil frowned, flushing. âI just⌠Najma wanted to see them again. Thatâs all.â
Ace shrugged and passed the ball, âalright, guess Iâll see you later.â Later that day, you frowned at the text you got from Ace, wondering how you should respond. At this point, youâd attempted to avoid Scarabia at all costs, but it had been a while. Even then, you still wanted to see Kalim and Jamil one last time - and at least youâd be with your friends.
Ace: hey theres a party at scarabia tonight, Jamil wants you to go
Ace: so u wanna go or what
You: sure, Iâll be there. Meet u at the mirror in ten
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You, Grim, Ace, Deuce, and Cater stepped into Scarabia. Immediately Cater ran off to find Lilia and Kalim, and you got separated from Ace and Deuce while trying to cross the dance floor. At some point Grim perked up as he smelled food wafting in the air, and made a beeline for the kitchen. You ran after him, dodging the partygoers (and at some point almost crashing into Lilia, Kalim, and the drum set) until you found yourself standing in the Scarabia kitchen.
Grim bounded over to Jamil, who was standing over the stove stirring a large pot. âJamil! Whatâs cookinâ?â Grimâs eyes were shining, and he strained to look up. You heard laughter from behind you, and a voice saying âhey, itâs the Prefect!â Jamilâs head snapped back to where you stood. You looked behind you, jaw dropping, âNajma?! What are you doing here?â She grinned at you, and you followed her to Jamil.
âI just wanted to see Jamil! And Kalim said he was having a party today,â she hugged you tightly. âI havenât seen you since the festival! Jamil keeps talking about you too!â You made eye contact with Jamil over Najmaâs shoulder. He looks like a deer in the headlights.
âNajma, let the Prefect go,â Jamil recovered quickly, and she let go reluctantly, pouting. You turned your attention to the pot, âhey, are you making curry? I thought Kalim hated that.â
Grim stood at attention, âwhatever it is, I want some!â Jamil sighed, âI already made the food for the party, this is for Najma.â And you, if you showed up. Najma scrunched her nose, âI donât want that, itâs too⌠plain.â Plain? You glanced into the very fragrant pot, swirling with spices and oil.
âYouâre going to eat. You didnât have lunch, baba will be mad if he finds out I didnât feed you,â Jamil spooned some curry onto a plate and Najma crossed her arms. âItâs fine, but you still make your food look too plain. Like, garnish it or something. I know (name) can probably make it better!â She handed the plate to Grim, and as you picked Grim up to place him on a chair to eat, you frowned.
âMy cooking isnât that great, Najma. Jamil taught me some stuff, but still.â Najma looked confusedly at her brother, âbut he says you cook so well!â Jamil gaped at her, while your eyes widened. Najma gave her brother a look, and continued, âhe loves your cooking! And he said he loves cooking with you! And-â
âJamil!â Finally you cut her off, as Jamil looked one second away from smothering her, âI didnât know you liked my cooking?â You felt your nervousness from the party melt, and smiled hesitantly at him. He seemed to soften a little, âYeah⌠itâs nice to have the company,â he cleared his throat. Why did it feel so hot in the kitchen?
Najma watched the both of you stare at each other, then clapped her hands together, making you both flinch. âAlright! This is enough. You need to get out.â As she strode out of the kitchen, you both watched her confused. âNajma, where are you going?,â Jamil called, but she didnât answer. Grim shrugged, finishing off the curry, âWow! Jamil, the food tasted so good!â You and Jamil stood in silence, before you both opened your mouths to speak.
âJamil, Iâm sorry for yelling-â
âI didnât mean to hurt you (name)-â
Your eyes widened, and you both fell into an awkwardness. You were about to open your mouth, but then Najma kicked in the door. âBoth of you! Out!~â Trailing behind her was⌠âWhyâs the carpet here?!â Jamil yelled, âNajma thatâs a precious heirloom of the al-Asim family! You canât just-!â The carpet wrapped around both of you and Jamil and began pushing you out of the dorm to the outside, being lead by Najma, who cackled gleefully.
âOkay carpet! Two times is the charm! Go!â The carpet seemed to nod? and then unfurled itself from around you two. It swept underneath your and Jamilsâ feet, and began rising gently in the air, unlike last time. Jamil was shouting at Najma, looking down but you werenât focused on him. Rather, you were looking up.
âJamil,â you nudged him softly. âNot now, Prefect,â he grumbled. âJamil, look.â He finally sat down on the carpet, and his mouth hung open in shock. The two of you were in the sky again, but not as high this time. All around you, the stars twinkled brightly in the night, and nebulae swirled across the sky. There were barely any clouds. It was slightly chilly, but Jamilâs warmth next to you was enough to keep you fine. Rather, the goosebumps on your arms were from other things.
âItâs beautiful up here,â you breathed, and Jamil glanced at you. âYeah, it is.â Jamil could feel his stresses slowly dissipate, and while you both were up in the sky, it felt like the world was only you and him, and the twinkling of the stars above you both. His mind wandered to the old Scalding Sands legend. Was this how the princess and her lover felt when they were courting?
You looked over at Jamil, gently grabbing his hand. In the calm of the night, Jamil seemed a little⌠less put-upon. Like he could finally speak freely. He cleared his throat, lost in thought. âI⌠got ahead of myself before,â he finally said, shifting uncomfortably on the carpet.
âI never got to tell you, but Iâm sorry,â his voice cracked. âIâm sorry for trapping you and Grim in Scarabia. Youâre not a thorn in my side, what I meant was⌠you were always there. And at first, I hated it. I didnât trust you. You were like a thorn in my side, because you were always there. ButâŚâ You waited for him to continue, all the anger and hurt leaving you in the cool night air.
âI began to like your presence. Like I could relax when you were there, because you could help with Kalim, or keep me company while cooking, or just-â Jamil seemed a little choked up now, is he ok? âBe there. I never felt like that⌠justâŚ-â
âSupported,â you finished, and he nodded, swallowing thickly. You both stayed quiet, until you spoke. âI didnât mean to yell at you. I just⌠You always seemed to either like me or hate me?â You felt jittery just saying it out loud, âsometimes weâd be fine, but sometimes youâd just⌠avoid me. And it hurt.â
Jamil squeezed your hand softly, and you sighed, âAnd I never know what youâre thinking. I really donât know if you just kept me around for Kalim, or if we were actuallyâŚâ friends. Jamil moved closer to you. â...I do like being with you. I⌠I do.â
Jamil turned your chin so youâd face him. He took a deep breath, âKalim wanted me to⌠confess,â the word sounded like a hiss. âI thought he was getting ahead of himself as usual but then IâŚâ he hesitated, âI realized he was right. And Najma was right. I did⌠I have feelings for you, and somewhere along the way I started⌠loving you.â His voice became quiet, and he averted his eyes from yours, as if expecting you to be angry. To his surprise, you werenât.
You cut him off, gently pressing your lips against his cheek. His eyes widened, barely believing it. Him? Of all people, him?
âI really wanted you to not hate me,â you confessed, face feeling warm despite the chill. âI⌠really do like you, Jamil. I like what you can do, and I like you. And I think somewhere along the wayâŚâ
You squeezed his hand tightly, making him look at you with a smile on your face, âI started loving you too.â You softly closed the distance between you, finally ending the weeks of inner turmoil.
Jamil softly cupped your face, looking into your eyes, then kissed you gently, as if he couldnât believe that this was real. You wrapped your hand around the hand on your face, squeezing it softly. You were here. You moved to clasp him tighter, and he wrapped an arm around your waist, holding you tighter.
Quietly in the chilled night, if anyone cared to look up into the starry sky, they would have seen two newfound lovers finally together, exchanging stolen kisses and chuckling amongst themselves. Lucky for them, the only witnesses to them were the stars above, and two teenagers standing outside Scarabia.
Hands on her hips, Najma proudly stared up into the sky, squinting at the shadowed figures on the carpet. Wordlessly, she held up her hand, and Kalim high-fived her, grinning.
âMission accomplished!~â
~END
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Notes: this got so long bc of the introduction with Najma but I just had to include her and Kalim conspiring together! Anyway, hope you enjoyed the Jamil chapter, thank you so much for reading!!!!!!
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