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You'd think after so many years of people inside and outside of the force trying to fix things, that the Gotham City PD would be a little less corrupt.

But no, the biggest domestic terrorist in town stays alive because he's also the whitest domestic terrorist in town.

Yuri on ice + song names.

trying out black scratching paper

i want to make things so bad but if i so much as think about using the computer my wrists start hurting auuugh

one of these days im just gonna eat a handful of painkillers and go make some utter garbage

Learning about the gods (all kinds) are really fun aren't they?

this website’s easy watch. *dangles a bunch of greek gods like keys*

Random welcome home crack theory, but what if we’re home?

Since the show is called “Welcome home” and Wally is welcoming us as a new neighbor essentially. So what if we’re home in some way?

no one told me this whole being a hopeless romantic thing would be so hopeless

{…i mean, fuck, i “like” heart, i “like” mind, i like flippin’ tridents, i like monster, i like the whole}

{i like makin' haikus and regicide and tally hall. i like doin' tally hall shit. covers? probably will}

{what can i say? the songs work, it feels good, and our mental health’s at an all-time low.}

{and just when it couldn't get worse, our whole crashed out bad and reset all. we. owned.}

{whoopsie, made an oopsie! one-hundred thousand little loops made me loopy.}

{i ain't a killer, but don't push me. don't wanna have to turn my halves GUTS into SOUP BEANS.}

So, I’m going to the fair with some of my friends tomorrow (speaking of, hello to those of you who’ve found me here). I’d also like to add that at least one of these friends is going to be in chambers choir with me this year.

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Hi, my name is J and in this is how my RTC hyperfixation got worse-

This got more likes than I expected on Pixilart so I'm posting it here 🤑🤑

(yes the quality is awful, no there's nothing anyone can do about it, the app I drew this on sucks)

Zoomed out

It's Pride Month. So legally now I'm allowed to commit minor crimes right? Just a little bit of property damage, nothing $20 can't replace.....really I making the neighborhood nicer and doing them a favor.

I'm kidding....mostly

genuinely curious

Silly

[Wow!! That must of hurt, huh?...]

Sapphic religious poetry rant cuz my last exam is tomorrow🥲

My whole life, I've been told Lying is a sin to God But He can see right through your soul Something you cannot control

So why should I not lie When what happens once I die Is He judges and proclaims Who will burn in Hell's flames

And the Judgement he gives out Is fair and just, that I don't doubt But anything I've left unsaid Be it bad, or harsh, or well Before Him all will spread And I'll have nothing left to mell

So, if He sees all that untold All restrained lies now unfold Will it matter I kept it in That I caged it all within?

Pastors answer me with no Parents claim they do not know Friends toy around the issue Strangers often hand me a tissue

Wiping the shame right off my face I adopt an even pace Trying hard to hide the truth Of mistakes in my long lost youth Made in spontaneous reaction Once I felt my first attraction

She was like the sun's first rays And as if I was blind for days She enlightened me a path And that's when I met Cath

Short for Catherine, her name Sounded too holy for this plane She blessed my days with light and grace She took me in her sweet embrace

And that is when the lying started As I answered when prompted That we were only ever friends And that's as long as our relationship extends.

But Cath was tired of lying And one day, when she was crying She drew a line between us two She flew away for someplace new

I lost her

I lost myself

I lost my faith

I lost my light

I lost my truth

I lost my lies

I lost myself within my lies  And I lost her within my truth

But how could I hold onto all When my body's so small All the feelings, thoughts contained Day by day all that I reined Would sometime all combust And that would've been the worst

But that day had come It was gone and left me numb To the feelings of regret That I blunted with a cigarette And now I lay awake at night Trying to discern what is right And I come to the same conclusion That only births in me confusion

Why did I hurt the one I love How could I hunt down a dove Why hide such a common action As the one that's called attraction Beneath a veil of lies That God himself despises?

youve heard of the 'shopping cart theory' now get ready for the 'laundry mat dryer theory' because there is no reason why dryers should be finished for 40 minutes and you still havent picked up youre damn clothes. 5-10 minutes is acceptable but 40! my clothes are already moldy

Tag the oc that goes on a walk and comes back with their pockets filled with little trinkets; stones and shells and feathers and flowers etc

That feeling of self doubt when you think you've figured somthing out about yourself but you don't fit what's expected.

Th feeling of hiding in plain site from everyone. Those who would understand and the others that could never.

I tell myself it's fine if I'm wrong it can't hurt anyone. But itcan. If I lied you suffered the effort I'm putting abd have put to rebuild the unstable walls of our friendship will crumble again.

And I can't lose you.

Is it wrong to say I miss you. That I miss the way out bodies fit together like the puzzles my grandma tirelessly works on.

That I miss your little smiles when I said something stupid and made of fool of myself.

Your hair draping over my shoulder at lunch your stomach pressed against my back.

But that's not fair. You aren't mine and as much as I want to be I'm not yours. I told you I couldn't l9ve you. I told you I would never love anyone. I told you I was wrong. I don't want to do that again.

Brothers

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