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Too… loud…
Vent: Everything is way too loud! My autism makes me sensitive to noise, I get overstimulated easily and my head feels like it’s being slowly crushed. I’m so sick and tired of my daily headaches from my classmates! Earlier today I had to have lunch in my classroom because when I stepped into the cafeteria, my already aching headache became so bad, I became lightheaded and dizzy, and I started crying… I just wanted to scream and disappear. I hate many things about myself this is just one of my biggest problems that people love to make fun of me for… one of my classmates even said… “why can’t you just be normal?”
INTRO CUZ YOU NEED TO KNOW WHO I AM🔥‼️
Soo my name is Michael, but you can call me Mike, or call me by my username idrc. My pronouns are he/him and I’m 15 so creeps stay away 🙏. I’m also Honduran but I don’t think anyone cares.
I love drawing (so expects art), I play the Violin and I like to sing. Honestly I’ll use this blog to speak my mind and basically post stuff to the void, so expect anythinggg :3
(ALSO DM ME IF YOU WANNA BE MOOTS/ FRIENDS)
⭐️My interest⭐️
Lord of the flies (strongest currently)
Gravity falls
FNF/ Pico’s school
Stranger things / one wheat mark
Lord of the rings
Demon Slayer
South Park
Harry Potter
Spiderman
Scott Pilgrim
Fnaf
Undertale
Batim
And I can remember anything more 😞. I would also add music stuff but I my music taste is really varied and I have a headache as I write this, so that means stop thinking :p
OH SOCIALS‼️
@ashenmxs on TikTok & insta
@defn0tmik3 on discord
Anywaysss, that’s it for rn, maybe I’ll edit this laterrr byeee!!
sometimes when i write, it'll take me days just to finish a single chapter and im not happy with it. and then other times, i can write multiple chapters in one sitting, and im like "this is the best ive ever written" . and then my head will hurt and ill take a nap 😌
I’m just done with my parents. There was some stuff on the floor they kept telling me to move but I didn’t because I wasn’t in the right frame of mind and got overly stressed and emotional when told to. Multiple times I ended in tears and a full emotional breakdown because of it. Anyway I finally cleared it today and there was this giant pillow (the donut ones from the pleasure beach) that my mum had previously said I could put on the bed in the spare room. So I put the donut on the bed. Hours later my mum sees it and goes mental because it was on the side of the bed that could be seen from the doorway and it looked a mess. We always keep that door closed anyway to keep the dog out so it really didn’t matter. So she moves it to the other side of the bed then my dad come in and throws a paddy cause it’s on the bed at all and makes me put it under the bed cause this one item messed up the entire room that no one gos in. This one pillow being on the bed apparently looked that bad that it couldn’t be seen dispite me being the only one who uses that room. Then my mum looks in the cloth wardrobe at the end of the room (that looked ridiculous but No one minds that ruins the room) which we use as an over flow for clothes and stuff and I had a load of bags at the top, she then went mental cause it was a mess when again it’s not visible, I’m the only one it bothers and it wasn’t a mess at all. But It wasn’t even a compulsive thing cause my mum has stess and anxiety and my dad has mild autism. That’s it. I have more mental health issues than both of them combined, not that it ever gets acknowledged. And neither of them has ever done anything like this before. They stress me out so much for literally no reason. I can’t wait till I can move out, then I might actually have the mental strength to get out of bed. Things like this happen all the time but I can’t call them out on it cause them I get yelled at for “disrespect” and “talking back”.