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“Noise On The Tele” by me.
I’m feeling particularly anxious today. I’ve been through a lot, and maybe it’s just the PTSD, but I honestly feel afraid now that everything is over. There’s static in my head and I just can’t seem to get past the what ifs.
Part of me even feels like I don’t deserve it-- as though I’ve done something to condemn myself to a lifetime of misery. I feel lost. Maybe I hate myself, like I’ve been conditioned to do all of my life.
So I guess this is me, in reference to the song Echo by Gumi (Crusher-P). I’ve struggled most of my life with extreme anxiety-- so maybe I’m just... feeling a valid thought. I’m used to being disappointed as soon as I relax, so I tend to not allow myself to feel happiness. It’s like.... the most damning thing I can do is to feel happy because if I do, I swear it’ll never work out.
But I’ve always been colorblind-- so maybe I just can’t see the vibrancy around me? c:
Ashe.~
One more artfight attack!!
I tried to imitate photos of children that sometimes people make in photo studios. I think it is very cute.
Also, she is angry that she isn`t allowed to play drums right now.
Character belongs to RZL on Toyhouse
If anyone asks, this is Zeon’s full body, in case you wanna take a look (note: some things change in their design later on but I’m too lazy to make another full body, this is just from a month ago)
Heyo it’s me guys, it’s my first time on tumbla here because it wouldn’t let me look at posts without that forsaken login wall confiscating every scroll I take like if it was some lunchable at a military school anyway I’m probably gonna end up regretting this post don’t expect me to post much, or idk
"My pet is not as friendly as you think. Just not as much as I am..."
Introducing my most drawn and favorite OC: Percy Cynth! He is a humanoid 2003 PC head. I might post more of him...
Objecthead :}