Trigender - Blog Posts

hey you!

yea you!!

your gender’s looking great today!!

whatever you identify as

however you prefer to present yourself

however you look

it looks great on you!!!!

Yeah my gender is- IT RAN OFF AGAIN GOD DAMN IT

Happy 2024 Pride Month everyone!

I know I haven't been posting like I used to, but I've been dealing with a bit of life stuff. Nothing bad, just general life things, such as ADHD and school.

I am so excited to celebrate this pride month and hope all of you feel proud to be yourself! Live authentic and be true my friends, and Happy Goddamn PRIDE MONTH!!!!

Hey everyone, this post is going to be a bit different. Pride month is nearing an end and I was ask to make a special something for this project I'm in.

I want to talk about my journey with discovering my sexuality and gender identity, along with my battle with my disability battle with ADHD.

I was around 15 or 16 when I started to question my identity. I didn't understand what or why I was different from everyone else around me. I didn't understand why I faked being in love with boys or found myself only falling in love with fictional boys but not real guys. Then I began to think harder. I realized that maybe I wasn't so straight.

As I was finding my way I explored different labels, explored my gender, and eventually finally admitted that I needed therapy for my health.

At first I thought I was bisexual and nonbinary. At the time it felt correct, but time past and I realized it didn't make sense or feel right. I needed to keep looking. Then I identified as lesbian and demigirl, but once again later down the line they didn't feel like me.

Finding your identity takes time, trying things out for a time and seeing what makes you feel you. There is no rush, no impending doom waiting around the next second.

I finally found my gender when I was looking online about different genders in the trans and nonbinary umbrella: trigender.

Trigender is a gender similar to gender fluid. One identifies as three genders, whether all at once- like a mix of colors- or flux between the three- like colors melting into another.

Trigender was the labe that felt right, where I felt myself click into place. I felt like a woman, a man, but in between- nonbinary. It made sense and felt just right for me.

As for my sexuality? I am still into women, but I now use Gynosexual as my label. It is a gender neutral way to say that a person is attracted to women identifying genders or feminine traits. Which I am.

I also figured out I am ageosexual. Ageosexual is a sexuality on the asexual spectrum. Ageosexual is a sexuality where one isn't disgusted seeing anything sexual in nature, able to watch 'adult fun' without being uncomfortable, but still having no desire for sexual intercourse of any kind.

I can handle a sex scene or joke in media, but even the thought of actually having sex makes me uncomfortable and nauseous. I don't like even the thought of anyone I may date in the future see me naked, god forbid touch me.

I will hold hands, kiss on the cheek, peck on the mouth, cuddle, hug, but anything else is a no. Just no.

So after finding the labels that fit me and have found myself comfortable with them, I settled on my pronouns next: they/them. I didn't like being referred to as just she/her, just female. I liked the more neutral they/them as it feels better and more like me. It felt right. But everyone around is still having to get used to my pronouns and using them. Learning is still going on, my family no used to my pronouns as they spent years with my old ones.

But my mental health during this? I went to see a therapist at 16, working on my depression and anxiety first. I was prescribed medication to help deal with my issues and given tools to help manage what the medication can't. Medicine isn't a cure for mental health, it just helps manage the issues one has.

After I was given the starting tools I worked on myself and tried hard in high school. I was more energetic, I felt less tired, and I had more motivation. It didn't last however. I began to have issues with attention, I kept getting distracted easily, forgot things constantly, was restless, overall a mess without knowing why.

Then my doctor prescribed me with a medication I recognized my mother taking. It was one she took for her bipolar. So I thought for a while I had bipolar, stupid I know but hey I wasn't thinking clearly. But soon I was diagnosed with ADHD, given medication and tools I needed to manage things, and found myself more relaxed- and given confirmation that I do not have bipolar. I could sleep longer than four hours. I could finally have my thoughts slow down. I even could focus better.

But the struggle wasn't done. You see, during one summer on a boiling hot day, I tried to end my life by heat stroke. I had turned my heater on full blare on the hotest day that week. Then I took a nap, hoping to anyone listening that I wouldn't wake up. I woke up, drenched in sweat, realizing what I nearly done. I turned off the heater and quickly tried to cool myself down. I only confessed about till six to seven months after that happened. This was when I was around 19, probably 20. I had dropped high school before this, the stress of dealing with family problems, moving, and the pandemic just beginning. I wasn't great mentally.

I have also experienced cutting before, something common sadly with people dealing with depression and constant stress. It wasn't a good feeling. The pain of cutting was not what I enjoyed ever, but I am ashamed to say this, but I did like how it made me numb to everything.

In the present day I am much better, not perfect but not a mess, I'm simply okay. I've been through so much and have many years to go hopefully. To end this post as it is long enough as it is I will say this:

Your journey will not be like anyone else's, it's your life and you will find the pieces of yourself in time. You just have to find what feels right and what is comfortable. You may have a hard time with your disabilities, mental or physical, but you have support around you ready to help. There are people who want to help you get better, you'll find them. I know it. Just be kind to yourself, allow time to feel out what it is you need. And allow yourself to make mistakes.

The worst thing I ever did was try to be perfect, to be strong. In actually, it's okay to be weak and to be imperfect. We all need to learn by making mistakes, grow from them. And sometimes we need to let out emotions, to stop trying to hold everything inside.

It's okay to be yourself.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH OF 2023!!!!!!!!!!

HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY, NIGHT, OR SO, CAUSE THERE IS ONLY POSITIVITY ON THIS TUMBLR PAGE EVERYONE!!!!!

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PRIDE MONTH IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

I haven't been on Tumblr often enough due to life problems, but now that I am back let's celebrate our pride!!!!

#Trigender&Gay

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Haven’t been on in a while, got bored and wanted to ask out of curiosity if there are anymore Trigender peeps out their like me. If you out their message me if you are! I want to meet more lovely people who identify as well!

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Isn’t it worrisome that so many people think being lgbt+ is a choice?? They think we choose stress, oppression, hatred, discomfort, rejection, violence, death, depression, anxiety, dysphoria, discrimination, ridicule, invalidation, and all the other things we’re faced with. It’s crazy.

“are you a boy or a girl?”

“well i’m actually multiclassing so i have levels in both”

Here are some Pride Planets!! There are 28 in total and I will link the posts of the other 18!

1. Genderqueer 2. Genderfluid 3. Agender

4. Demigirl 5. Demiboy 6. Demigender

7. Bigender 8. Trigender 9. Pangender

10. Genderflux

Pm me for any flags I missed or any personal combination of flags!

be kind.

be kind.

Here are some Pride Planets!! There are 28 in total and I will link the posts of the other 20! 1. Demiromatic 2. Demisexual 3. Greysexual

be kind.

be kind.

Here are some Pride Planets!! There are 28 in total and I will link the posts of the other 18! 1. Pride 2. Lesbian 3. Gay man 4. Bisexual

Pt.4 Genders in the GenderAlien gendersystem[link]

IntersexAlien

A gender related to being intersex and alien, related to intersex aliens, your gender is an intersex alien, etc. Exclusive to intersex people.

IntergenderAlien

A gender related to being intergender and alien, related to intergender aliens, your gender is an intergender alien, etc.

GenderqueerAlien

A gender related to being genderqueer and alien, related to genderqueer aliens, your gender is an genderqueer alien, being genderqueer but in an "alien" way, etc.

MultigenderAlien

A gender related to being multigender and alien, related to multigender aliens, your gender is an multigender alien, etc.

BigenderAlien

A gender related to being bigender and alien, related to bigender aliens, your gender is an bigender alien, etc.

TrigenderAlien

A gender related to being trigender and alien, related to trigender aliens, your gender is an trigender alien, being trigender but in an "alien" way, etc.

Quadgender

A gender related to being quadgender and alien, related to quadgender aliens, your gender is an quadgender alien, etc.

QuintgenderAlien

A gender related to being quintgender and alien, related to quintgender aliens, your gender is an quintgender alien, etc.

HexagenderAlien

A gender related to being hexagender and alien, related to hexagender aliens, your gender is an hexagender alien, etc.

PolygenderAlien

A gender related to being polygender and alien, related to polygender aliens, your gender is an polygender alien, etc.

PangenderAlien

A gender related to being pangender and alien, related to pangender aliens, your gender is an pangender alien, etc.

GendernonconformingAlien

A gender related to being gender non-conforming and alien, related to gender non-conforming aliens, your gender is an gender non-conforming alien, being gender non-conforming but in an "alien" way, etc.