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I'm a transboy, ans could never found something about Simon and Trans!Husband. Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
he loves to help you with your t shots. simon trails behind you like a lost puppy, tugging at your shirt. "luv, time for yer shot" he mumbles.
he would be so gently and soft while doing it, rubbing your sore bottom after.
or if you arent a big fan of needles he would love to rub the testosterone gel on your chest, he says its better if he does it there.
he might not say it but he loves your chest scars, loves to kiss and rub them.
"im not staring... yer crazy" he mutters and looks away from you.
before the surgery he was always behind you at the 8 hour mark to take your binder of. "all right, stud. time to breath"
also, simon tries to be very specific with his compliments since you told him they made you feel better. he calls you stud, handsome, my man, good boy, etc, etc.
Could you write headcanons abt gaeul with a transboy reader? Only if u feel comfortable with it, obviously. Have a great day/night/afternoon <33
Trans (FTM) Reader.
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I tried my best to be respectful and did some research on the FTM and how they deal with their daily life as transman, so if anything I put in here was offensive, please let me know so that I can change it or put it down. I hope you enjoy.
Gaeul hadn't known that you were trans, even after the two of you were dating.
It scared you, thinking that if you told her the true then, she would break up with you.
So, she didn't know about it for months until you finally mastered the courage to speak to her the truth.
When she found out, she was shocked to say the least but nevertheless, supportive of you.
She really didn't mind.
And when you got your top surgery, Gaeul was there for you the entire time.
Making sure you were comfortable throughout the days.
Anything you need, Gaeul would be running to get that thing you needed.
And if you were a streamer, there was a lot of backlash after people finding out that you were transgender.
People purposely mispronouncing your pronouns and to some extent, some people protesting outside of your house.
The backlash was really bad to the point where V-Hit and other channels, who you were friends with, came to your aid and defended you.
It made you not leave the house for weeks, as Gaeul did her best to cheer you up.
Cuddling you, calling you "good boy" and etc.
And eventually, you were able to come out of your house, not minding the haters anymore and continuing to be yourself as there still a lot of people who still admired you.
And when the V-Hit team found out that you were transgender, there were a lot of questions.
Mainly from Hobin and Snapper, and the others not minding it all.
And whenever you two are out on a date and someone mocks you, you bet Gaeul is ready to beat their ass up.
But you always held her back, telling her not to mind them but of course Gaeul, would always find them and teach them a lesson on not to do that to their partner.
When she introduce you to her dad, her dad didn't mind at all.
He doesn't care if you are transgender even though he may seen like he could have some old saying or is transphobic. He is not, he doesn't care how other people will live as long as other people aren't hurt by it.
Whenever you two get into an argument, Gaeul does look like she's about to cry but always held it back, not wanting to make the argument any worse.
When you are in the wrong, she gives you some time before you finally apologize to her.
When she is in the wrong, she needs some time to clear her head and realize her mistakes before apologizing to you.
But if both of you aren't at fault, then Gaeul would sometimes apologize first or you apologizing first but it would always end with you coming to terms.
When you are experiencing dysphoria, Gaeul would always calm you down. Hugging you, whispering sweet things to you.
And Gaeul get's jealous very easily, just one flirtatious look directed at you can cause he jealousy bubbling inside of her as she would then cling onto your arm while pouting towards the person who flirted with you.
Whenever you get jealous, you would smile menacingly and wrap your arm around her waist as the person who was flirting with Gaeul, sweatdropped. Thank that looks couldn't kill because it would, they would 6ft underground right now.
So in all honesty, the two of you were good.
Always đđ„č
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Feels like i've been dropkicked, especially on my trans masc days
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If it's used as some sort of pet name i can let it pass but still..
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Relatable!
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I'm not Trans but GODDANMIT!! Feels like i'm being thrown out the window...
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Request: Nope
Pairing: Platonic Bad Omens x trans man reader
Synopsis: You came out as trans FTM to your friends, the Bad Omens boys.
Tw: brief mention of self-harm, self-loathing and dysphoria
Notes: You are all amazing and loved <3
Thank you @louis-the-french-one for beta reading this fanfic.
(picture found on Pinterest, not mine)
Today was the day you had decided to come out as a trans man to Bad Omens. You were friends with Folio and when he joined the band, he kind of dragged you with him for the adventure because: âeveryone will love you and you are important for the groupâ he had said, to which you shrugged but you still went with it. You didnât know that this decision would lead you to meet those who would become your best friends.
You helped with the merch selling during tours and would help Matt as much as you could so as to not feel like you were doing nothing. It made your relationship with the different boys grow a lot and you will be forever grateful. With Folio, nothing has changed, you two stayed best friends and will forever. There are still funny banters and playful teasing between you two, but you know that you can go to him if anything happens. His smile, as always, lights up your day. With the others, you had slowly gained their friendship and trust, you would often watch anime with Noah and would give each other recommendations; it slowly became a routine after shows or simply when in the house you all share. You bounded with Nicholas through his cats. You saw a photo of them one day, and as an animal lover, couldnât help but to marvel at them, which later led to you showing pictures of your family pet to him and him more photo of his to you, the conversation flowing naturally between you and him. You were a bit intimidated by Jolly at first, but it quickly went away when you two talked about your respective home countries;Â you found his calm nature grounding.
So, you know that everything will be fine, theyâre your friends, it is not a big deal, theyâre not going to hate you, right? Of course, it is a big deal! You donât come out as a transgender man like you say hello! You started overthinking again, and your mind found itself flooded with âWhat ifsâ of every bad scenario you could think about. Lost inside your own mind, you didnât hear the different footsteps approaching you and someone sitting next to you on the sofa. You came to your senses when a hand was waved in front of your face, Folioâs. You jumped a little and turned around to be faced with Folioâs concerned expression.
âDude, are you okay?â
âYup, why?â
âYou were zoning out for a solid minute when we arrived and you didnât answer when I called your name.â
When Folio said âweâ, you quickly looked around and saw that everyone was here, looking at you. You run your hand on your face and send them an apologetic smile.
âIâm sorry, I just have a lot going on in my mind.â
âYou want to talk about it?â says Noah, sitting on the plush armchair next to you.
You stiffen a bit, which doesnât go unnoticed by everyone. Folio places a hand on your knee, squeezing softy.
âItâs ok if you donât want to, no pressure!â
Your fingers started fidgeting, anxiously doubting again if it is really a good idea to tell them now. However, you know that you canât do it anymore, feeling the itch on your skin every time you hear your deadname, wanting to crawl out of your body because of dysphoria, all the scarsâŠYou couldnât take it anymore, you need to tell your best friends. You breathe in and out trying to calm your nerves and to think about how you are going to tell them.
âIâŠI actually have something to tell you guysâŠâ
           They all nod their head; Folioâs finger was still tracing random shapes on your knee while Jolly and Nick came to sit closer to you as well on the other sofa. Their presences were not pressing which eased you a bit. Exhaling nervously, you looked down and blurted out:
âIâm a boy.â
You let out a breath you didnât know you were holding. The silence you received from them made you start to overthink again. Did I say it too quickly? Are they gonna accept me? Of course, theyâre gonna accept it⊠and again, and again. Lost in your own thoughts, you were still not facing them. You couldnât see the kind look in their eyes and the gentle smile on their lips so you ramble anxiously:
âI mean, Iâm trans and Iâve always been a boy but I didnât tell you because I was scared of rejection and Iâm sorry because I know that you would never do that but my mind always took over and made me think of all the bad possible outcomes and-â
           Stopping yourself from rambling, you breathed in and out to calm yourself down, and finally found the courage to look at them with a timid stare. Folio sighed and brought you into a side hug, your head finding itself in the crook of his neck.
âYou donât have to apologize you know⊠itâs a lot to come out and I can speak for everyone in this room when I say that weâre proud of you for it.â
           All the boys nodded their head, agreeing with Folio. Tears were welling up in your eyes but you didnât want to cry now, you needed to stay strong. Nick quickly came next to you and encircled you with his arms, hugging you tightly.
âAnd itâs not going to change anything between all of us. You are one of the most amazing persons weâve met and youâre literally our best friend! We could never hate you; we like you too much for that.â
           Nick smiled softly at you after his little speech which immediately brought out the tears you had been trying to hold back all along. They slowly rolled on your cheeks while you mouthed a âthank youâ to all of them. Jolly stood up, went behind the couch and ruffled your hair affectionately, it felt nice, making you lean into this comfortable feeling.
âSo, whatâs your name?â â Jolly
âOh yeah, so we donât deadname you anymore, sorry about that by the wayâŠâ â say Folio sheepishly.
           Sitting up, you shook your head at him. You didnât want them to feel any guilt about this, it was not their fault that you did not tell them sooner, it would not be fair.
âDonât apologize, you didnât know so itâs not your fault. Iâm not angry or mad or anything. I should have said something sooner.â You sniffed, trying to stop the tears. Noah saw it and quickly left, only to come back with a box of tissues a few seconds later. âMy name is Y/N, if you could use itâŠâ
âOf course we are going to use it!â â Nick
âThatâs a cool name.â â Jolly
âIt suits you.â â Noah
âLetâs welcome you properly! Group hug!â â Folio
           Quickly, you were engulfed by 4 pairs of arms, squeezing the life out of you. Of course, you return it and although you had managed to dry your tears, some rolled again with the support and love you felt in their hug. Yeah, its going to be okay, you donât have to worry anymore, unlessâŠ
âWait, I need to tell everyone now!â you say, realization in your voice.
âYeah, but youâre not alone in this now.â Jolly patted your head again after saying it and smirked slightly: âI mean, we could be pretty menacing if someone give you shit about it.â
           Noah nodded his head and you see a determined glint in his eyes which made your laugh.
âIâll remember that, thank you guys.â
âNo problem!â
           After this moment, they did everything they could to help you during tour and in general in your daily life. Supporting you in every step of your transition and cheering when you got your first shot of testosterone. You couldnât find words to express how grateful you were to be friends with all those amazing people⊠And indeed, they were pretty menacing when someone gave you shit about your gender.
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Thank you so much for reading this, I really hope that you liked it! :)
Sorry again for my grammar errors, English is not my first language :) and again thanks @louis-the-french-one