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How To Digest Books Above Your “Level” And Increase Your Intelligence
I just did a cover of the sun trall if you look close you can see the traveling cats👍🏻
i do traditional art as well and i feel like i am way better at that than digital 😭😭 BUT i’m still learning and trusting the process so yeah
my very first OC in digital art :3 Unfinished, but still !! I had to do this one for my diploma thesis
i wish there wasn’t such a stigma around being proved wrong, bc it’s a part of life, no one can be right all the time. if we didn’t feel as much shame about it i think a lot of things would change a lot faster
April 1st to now
Scivola silenziosa, accarezzata dalle tenebre e danza solitaria nel cuore del crepuscolo #landscape #land #sad #sun #light #plant #plants #green #leaf #leafs #lea #nature #bloom #flower #bush #natural #petal #petals #stem #color #colour #garden #beautiful #pretty #beauty #colours #growing #planta #plantas #green
Scivola silenziosa, accarezzata dalle tenebre e danza solitaria nel cuore del crepuscolo #landscape #land #sad #sun #light #plant #plants #green #leaf #leafs #lea #nature #bloom #flower #bush #natural #petal #petals #stem #color #colour #garden #beautiful #pretty #beauty #colours #growing #planta #plantas #green
Maggiolini selvatici si scaldano al tepore di raggi impertinenti #Volkswagen #vw #beatle rudere #plant #plants #green #leaf #leafs #lea #nature #bloom #flower #bush #natural #petal #petals #stem #color #colour #garden #beautiful #pretty #beauty #colours #growing #planta #plantas #green
i got a new book today for just two dollars!
Sooo... i finished my door project, and there is officially nothing more to do in the Design and Architecture classes anymore. The door ended up nicely, not as planned ( but then it never does), and it is definitely a Hobbit door, though I honestly wouldn't mind having such a door myself.
This!!!😝😝😈
Giving in to growing
I have hit that point where all that matters is size. My cock won’t ever be big enough and all that matters to me is growing. My goal is to have the biggest cock going, I’ll even go bigger than MuscleEddie, but silicone has to wait a while. For now it’s heavy pumping every day. I hope in a couple of months to be able to start ball pumping and getting my sac nice and swollen.
To that end, to you my followers I say you are in control. As long as you want to see my junk grow, it will grow. The floor is the limit! My cock and balls are what matter, they are in control from now on, they are my master.
Once things settle down in a few months I will be starting to do saline infusions. Silicone, as I said needs to wait a couple of years.
If you want to help feel free to send me messages of encouragement, about how big you want to see me get. If you want to help more donations to a two stage would be very welcome but I don’t expect them!
So from me and my ever hungry cock, thank you for your support so far and reading this. Please spread the word!
Pup!
Back at the gym and feeling good again! Lets get back to work! Legday this morning felt great too
Changes
Being told you look happier than before is probably one of the best compliments that I have been given🥰
I think it's time for me to change. Like complete 180. I need to find away to be more me.
So apparently I have social anxiety... Who would've guessed😅
Bad News :
You're growing & it's Uncomfortable..
Good News :
It's uncomfortable, but You're Growing... !
The truth is none of us want to be adults..
Less Envy More Contentment
Help others. Happy people are known to not only be content with their lives but to love improving the lives of others.
Love yourself. This is an important factor in how you can sustain the contentment in your life.
Try something completely new. Doing something completely new and out of your comfort zone will make you open up your mind and have a less rigid view of how confusing life is and lean more into being creative.
Enjoy failing. That's right. If you want to be content with your life, then you have to completely fail at something to learn and grow.
Hang out with people who are content with their lives.
Stock up on value for self. To eliminate the feelings of insecurity, stop focusing on what you think you do not have. And realize there's no competition in your world. You are unbelievably powerful and full of light already.
Stay independent. Sure, you may feel that your life is nothing without your partner but that does not mean that you should be overly dependent on them.
Have faith in your love as a couple. Do you think your guy was flirting with the girl at the restaurant yesterday? Maybe it happened, and perhaps it did not.
Find out why you are jealous. Statistics show that most people are jealous and insecure in their current relationships because of what they went through with their previous partners.
Never play games. Most jealous people will try to make themselves feel better by finding ways to make their partner jealous.
Identify When the Change Happened. The first step in getting back to happiness is to determine what really makes you happy in the first place.
Don’t Fake it. The next step is to not try to fake happiness. Fake it ‘til you make it is not real life. Let yourself respond authentically to each moment as it arrives, without bound to the narrative of who you think you are!
Take Responsibility If you’re unhappy, will you take responsibility for turning this around? I think taking responsibility is the most powerful attribute we can possess in life.
What’s Standing in Your Way? To discover your happiness and allow yourself to experience the full gamut of being human, you need to determine what is standing towards being your greatest self.
Be Kind to Yourself. As you carry on throughout this journey, you need to recognize the points in which you can be kind towards yourself.
In judging yourself, your life, your body, and your belongings as 'not as good as' or 'better than' (the only two verdicts in a comparison!), you limit yourself and your capability to appreciate change as life goes on. We grow as life changes. Our experiences shape us into a new person. Its beautiful ♥
Yes! It's not that easy.
Sometimes, it's really hard for me to express myself into words. Maybe, that's because I need to know myself more and more. But it is becoming easier with you now. You might be thinking there are so many things inside my head and I bring out only a bit of it. I don't know if I have the strength to hold onto myself but, I know one thing, I am able to hold onto you as tightly as possible because I don't want to let you go. You can call me selfish and yes I am, because it's you. When I do anything wrong to you, I really feel that guilt, that ache of not being able to apologize whereas my heart actually wants to, very badly. It isn’t right ! But I always believe in showing my flaws to you because I know it's only you who will value them wholeheartedly. I do several bad things out of anger, take wrong decisions but I realize it too with utter grievances towards myself. I start hating myself for not being able to apologize to you for every mistake. I am afraid I will lose you. At times, I don't want you to be anybody else's company except mine knowing that is selfish enough. I am sorry. You have that freedom. When I feel dull and sad not talking to you, I want you to feel the same too. I hope you understand. I don't force you to do anything because it will become a habit. I will constantly force you to do things and in the process I may lose the grip. But I want to have all the rights on you.
That night when you said I must show my right on you, I was so happy, indeed happy to see you are holding me with your all. I want to take care of you. I am a messy person but I would still keep you organized, learn and cook your favorite dish with all my love. I want to stay awake lying beside you when you are sick and caressing you to sleep would be my utmost priority. I take bad decisions to keep us aloof, to keep us safe and not to hurt us. Forgive me for that. I want to dress up according to your choices of attire, to read your kind of books and embrace the new changes in me, to sing your favorite songs, to travel to your favorite places. I want to talk to you about the silly white lies being told to make things work good. These things would make me happier. I guess this is an in-built part of me which I could never express.
One minute in your arms can make me forget all my doubts.
A power I never wanted you to have.
~ honestlywhatfor ~
Finding beauty
I love the dark, but still
I’m the happiest when I feel the sun kissing my skin
I love warm weather, but still
there’s nothing compared to sitting on a sledge and rushing down a hill
I love my home, but still
breathing fresh air and hearing the birds chirping is what keeps me alive
I love being happy on my own, but still
I don’t want to go on this journey of happiness alone,
I want to share it with you
Life is full of “but still”s and there’s nothing wrong with that
As long as you can see the beauty in every single one of them
Fragile Pieces
Trust is a fragile piece of paper
And you seem to have a hole puncher in your back pocket at all times
A lighter at hand as well
Punching, ripping, burning my once whole paper
Leaving me with a sad little snippet
A little crumpled up, even after a lot of smoothing
There’s this pathetic peace of paper I’m holding onto
It’s not much
And it won’t last forever
But I won’t give up
Because I can still read the words
Scrawled in your handwriting
“I love you”
Trust is a fragile piece of paper
And as long as it’s marked by you
My pitiful peace of paper
Will stay with me
At all times
I’ll never stop
Cried on my way to work today
Screaming empowering songs in the car but not feeling them
Yesterday was one of the harder days
I lost you...again
And no matter how many times we’ve already been through this, the pain never lessened
24 hours, from “Hey we should be spending more time together” to “We should end things here, I can’t do this no more”
World? Crushed
Heart? Broken
Again and again and again
Loving you ruins me
But
I
Just
Can’t
Stop
~ excerpts of me moving on ~
Addicted
I don’t know how we reached the point that your apartment feels like home
Your bed sheets smell like me
There are shirts specifically chosen for me to put on at night when I’m coming over
Your fridge stores my favorite foods
Your shower gel is the one I once left there
I’m laying in your bed right now,
You’re at work already, your alarm always wakes me up first, but I rarely stay awake until you’re out the door
I feel at home here
You’re my home
But we don’t even consider each other dating
We’re just us
Complicated
But nevertheless addicted