📖 Reading Week (04/11 - 10/12)

Nirvana

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RIP David Lynch (1946-2025)

clarice has been a great company these days. she speaks about god thru lóri's point of view, her believes, and it sounds a lot camus' absurdism! she says 'if i wanna pray, it would be to the cosmic or to Nothing'.

rainy days and depression, love to see it. 🌧🤍

finished 'infocracia' and byung-chul han is really amazing. since i was at my first graduation, he's been a great deal in my way of seeing things. i'm really glad my adviser told me start reading han.

have you all a great week. 🌧🤍

📖 reading week (11/12 - 17/12)

currently reading

lolita - nabokov (pg. 56/ 331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

the way of kings - brandon sanderson (530/1252)

estado de sítio - camus (42/149)

to be read

cult classic - sloane crosley

i love you but i've chosen darkness - claire vaye watkings

dream work - mary oliver

read (11/12-17/12)

in the dream house - carmen maria machado

Marjane Satrapi, Persepolis

so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.

in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.

i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.

AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.

have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) 🌧🤍

Anya Taylor-Joy wearing Dior SS23 photographed by Rachel Louise Brown for Harper’s Bazaar

started 'água viva' today. my first clarice! her writing is wow, i've been annotating a lot. so many thoughts already. just wild!

i was gonna go for run today, but gave up, it's been one of those lazy days. probably do some yoga before go to bed.

tomorrow i feel like it's gonna be a good day. (probably won't though) - let's keep it positive.

that's a goal: be more positive! 🤍🌧