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Suicide Prevention - Blog Posts
so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.
in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.
i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.
AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.
have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) 🌧🤍
Listen up!
You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled
Hit that.
Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern
Yes.
Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in
Tumblr will follow up and help them.
Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!
This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.
YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.
And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.
You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.
This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.
This.
Suicide prevention week
Look, not my normal post but this is important.
This month I lost someone I used to work with from suicide, and a friend of mines almost succeeded. 5 years ago my then best friend almost succeeded as well
You may think you don’t matter, you may think people will be happy without you but you’re wrong. I understand some people are in abusive situations where they are told they aren’t important, that they don’t matter. They’re lying to you. They may not care but other people you pass by, that person you have small talk with, someone cares
I have been there, I know how helpless you can feel, I understand. But I also know what it’s like to be on the other side, to see someone you care about come out of that. To know that they’re gone/you almost lost them to something you swear you could have stopped
If you are struggling I beg you to reach out, I am begging you. Please please please reach out. I know it’s hard, I know it’s scary, but you have to fight for yourself. Being alive is worth it please. Even if you have to find “stupid” things to keep going. I used my pets to push me through, that helped me personally to have someone to anchor myself to
If it is keeping you alive then it is not stupid
I know I’m rambling and no I’m not editing this. Please stay alive. Please
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines
https://www.suicidestop.com/call_a_hotline.html
I have never cried more with a season finale.
Quentin saved my life when I was dying, literally. I will never be okay. I’ll never get over it and I will never ever ever forget all the love he gave us.
I may be straight, but I hurt for all my queer friends because we have lost a light that warmth all of our hearts in unison.
Jason Ralph, you started something.
Quentin Coldwater, you gave us everything.
To the writers, I don't want to hear ever again how groundbreaking of a show you are.
You dropped the ball; you misrepresented an entire community and left us all in pieces.
Everything Q meant to us is more than you could imagine, you did a huge disservice for putting him in a mental institution in the first episode to kill him on his last second.
Regardless of the books, which addressed all of this issues and he did not die but veered back to a normal life at the end of TML sacrificing himself for Julia but what you did is a reminder of the insensitive neglect of an entire community’s representation.
You butchered ALL of our hearts and blatantly looked into our eyes while doing so. You shall be remembered as cowards. Hate me for this; I could not care less. What you did was wrong.
Everything we are is because of him. Depression is not something to be trifled with, regardless of your point, your point was baseless. Over four years you took Q to the precipice and killed us all by default when he had more to give us.
His death could've been done next season, so if you're going to represent us, have a queer Writer AND Director replace the genius that came up with this stupid idea, whoever did this to my queer friends and MAGICIANS fans and my heart that breaks now for posterity.
I know Lev only agreed to do this because you wanted to. Shane on you John, Henry, Sera and David.
We were better humans because of Q, he believed us to be better to ourselves and each other, and now we’re broken. Utterly, irrevocably and forever, broken.
Him asking Penny for “Just one last look” as he looked at his friends, then Alice and lastly Eliot to turn back NOT wanting to go is the worst stab in the backs we got knowing he didn't get to say anything to Eliot and realizing in that moment his true feelings for him.
I will NEVER forgive you for this.
I love you Q. I will miss my best friend forever.😞
I, in fact, don't think to have the heart to return next season.
Other than that I will not be watching until you fix all of your BS.
Forever, Quentin, you shall remain ours...
I can be almost terminally grief-stricken because things are so dire, but at the same time, there's a real lightheartedness about just the recoverability of life, of how things change, how they're not the same, ever again.
- Alice Walker
The topic of suicide is near and dear to me. Please watch this documentary, Saving 10000, and reblog if you can. Suicide prevention awareness is extremely lacking here (Japan), and if watching this means that one person - Japanese or other - rethinks their decision and gets some help then it is worth it. If you are thinking about suicide now, please talk to someone. If you don't have anyone to talk to, please keep trying until you find someone who will listen. Don't give up on yourself. There is hope and a purpose for you. The video is subtitled in Japanese and English. この動画は「Saving 10000」というドキュメンタリーです。日本人の自殺についてのです。皆さん、見てくださいませんか。自殺の予防するためも、reblogしてください。このドキュメンタリーを見たら、自殺しないようにしようと思ってくる人がいるかもしれませんので、お願いします。そして、今動画を見ている方の中で自殺をしようと思っている人もいるなら、誰かに話をかけて悩みを相談してください。誰も聞いてくれないと思ったら、負けずに悩みが聞こえる人を探してください。自分のことをあきらめないでください。あきらめるのはまだ早いです。生活と人生はどんな状況でも、あなたの存在は大切です。あなたの人生の希望も目的もあります。 動画は日本語と英語の字幕があります。
PLEASE STOP SCROLLING!
I recently went through an extremely frightening experience with a mutual of mine. I won’t go into details but I feel I need to share this.
Please, for the love of God if you or anyone you know is showing signs of self harm or considering suicide call 988 IMMEDIATELY. Seek help yourself and/or encourage a loved one to.
Will be reblogging to all my side blogs as well. Stay safe please. We need you.
Listen up!
You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled
Hit that.
Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern
Yes.
Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in
Tumblr will follow up and help them.
Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!
This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.